I have only you

chapter 1

Junmyeon was feeling extremely nervous as he sat in the doctor's office. His appointment was on 11:45 but he came here 15 minutes earlier. There weren't many people in the waiting room he was in, so it was actually kind quiet and it gave junmyeon time to think about why he was at a gynecologists' office at a Saturday morning.

*ONE WEEK AGO*
Junmyeon was feeling very excited when his mom came to his room to tell him that his family was going on a 3 day vacation to jeju island without him. He didn't even actually feel sad about it, he was happy because he wasn't going to see these people for three days. His current family is not actually his family. Junmyeon parents died when the boy was just a baby of 3 years. The couple used to run an orphanage. Because of the irony of faith, junmyeon had to live in that very orphanage his parents used to run.

The people at the orphanage absolutely loved him and they took great care of him. He had often heard them say that he was just as kind and as humble as his parents were. He was at the orphanage until he was 15 years old. At 15, a family adopted him. He still remember how sad he was to let go of friends and the people who looked after him at the orphanage.
But he was also excited to meet his new family, to have a mum and dad. However all of his expectations were under water when he went to his new house. His foster parents adopted
but never saw him as their son. They treated him like a house maid. He also had a half brother who was a year older than him. The three of them all together made his life hell. They made him do every chore in the house. They didn't even treat him like a human being. Despite being filthy rich, his so called family let him stay at the smallest room at the house. After all these years, junmyeon was used to the mistreatment and just hoped to move out of the house when he was capable. He was actually kind of grateful that he wasn't getting physically and sexually abused like he heard from many of his friends.

Hence, the reason he was happy when he heard that the family was going away. That meant less work, no insults and complains.
" Look out after the house. I want to see every corner of it shining when I come back. If you don't do your work properly, you're gonna be living in the streets." Junmyeon mother said to him as she was getting in the luxurious car. " Yes, Mother" He replied shortly.

"Fucking finally" he said to himself as he made his way to his room. He can finally masturbate without any interruption. As a 19 year old, he didn't masturbate quite often. After having learnt about masturbation only at the age of 18, he was still kind scared to experience sexual pleasure.

But today he was a little too excited because he was going to try fingering himself for the first time ever. He knew he was gay since he was 14 years old. When he first heard about fingering, he was scared to try it. But he mustered up the courage to do it today because apparently it feels really good.

He took of all of his clothes and threw them on the floor. Now normally he wouldn't completely undress and be naked when he was pleasuring himself. But today the house was
empty meaning there's no one to barge into his room in the middle of a session and it was also a little bit convenient. It helped him get aroused too.

Junmyeon lied down on his back in the small bed. Taking a deep breath, he started touching himself with his right hand. His hand hovered over his abdomen, his stomach and finally made its way to his nipples. He bit his lower lips in order to stop himself from moaning. His nipples were just so sensitive and he can already feel himself getting hard. Taking his cock in his hand, he gave it a few tugs. This time he couldn't hold back and moaned loudly. He slowly made his way down and pressed his index finger over his hole.T

That's when it hit him. He didn't use lube yet, he completely forgot about it because he was too aroused. But when he was about to push his finger in, he felt something wet. Junmyeon sat up, confused, he wasn't leaking precum. Then what in the world was that clear shiny liquid that was oozing out of his hole. Suddenly junmyeon was scared. What if he had a serioud illness? What if he was dying? Too many what ifs clouded his mind. He wasn't horny anymore so he got up and took a shower. After getting dressed, he was ready to crash in bed when he noticed a really big patch of wetness in his bedsheet. The area where he way lying down was completely drenched.