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Ummmm.... Sooooo-

How do I tell if I'm starving myself?
Symptoms of Anorexia
You don't eat enough, so you're underweight.
Your self-esteem is based on the way your body looks.
You are obsessed with and terrified of gaining weight.
It's hard for you to sleep through the night.
Dizziness or fainting.
Your hair is falling out.
You no longer get your period.
Constipation.


Ummmmmm............
I've been having issues sleeping so I think in that case it's insomnia

I have been eating a lot less

My self-esteem is mostly based off of how my body looks

I'm terrified of gaining weight

I occasionally feel a bit dizzy

My hair does fall out rather often even when gently touching my hair a small strand or two always comes out

And I am really constipated as of more recently

.............................

I'm either tripping or slowly staring to starve myself without knowing it..............

I just- it makes me sick to eat as much as I used to now...... I don't know why...............

My mom has noticed I've been eating a lot less too and she gets worried because I'm only eating something small and then goes hours spin hours without eating anything else till a lot later....... I.. ummmmm......

God damn it...........

And another thing is that I used to weigh 150 and now I weigh 147 which I think is a bit underweight for someone my age because I originally was a little overweight........

Also I look like I lost like- 10-100 pounds when I only lost 3 pounds-

Mainly because I lost weight around my belly, slightly upper torso, and around my hips or waist-

My body may be eating away at my fat too because of me not eating that much and considering how it growls even when I'm not hungry..

Well, I go to the doctors on Monday so hopefully we can figure out if there's something wrong with me..........
Because idk what else could be causing this-

Also please don't be concerned, not yet. It could just be something small and not serious at all.



Update: I am a bit underweight. Someone my age, my height, and my frame size should weight 148 but I'm 147, so I am underweight ever so slightly now. IDK if that's a good or bad thing.........

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