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Left alone

So, does anyone else not a fan of social interaction, yet when they are actually left alone, hate it even more?

I know I do.

I have been left home alone with only myself, my thoughts, and my guinea pigs for 4 days.

He's the context:

Okay, so here's the gist. My family is going to one of my Parents friends houses for his 50th birthday, and basically, the friend wants to go for a 26-mile walk for his gift.

So my mum and my brother wanted to go to support my dad, and basically, my mum forgot to organise something to look after my Guinea pigs whilst we were gone. Meaning there was no one to look after them. So I told my mum that I'd stay home and she wasn't really fine with it.

However, I managed to convince her by getting my cousin to come over on the Sunday night and me going to friends on the Monday night, meaning I'm not completely alone. I still have a support system. I'm just more or less alone.

So here I am at home with only my thoughts, myself, and my Guinea pigs, and I'm not gonna lie. I hate it. And believe me when I say I am not one for social directions.I have the furthest thing from a social butterfly yet.I'm left alone in a house and all I can think of is I'm alone in the house. I like listening to people around me, but I just don't like interacting with them if you get what mean.

So yeah, anyone else get that feeling or is it just me?