Bound by Love, Torn by Fate

Chapter 3

I feel like I'm listening to an annoying sound as I listen to my friend pestered me to tell her about why i've been looking like someone in love again and interrogating me who it is and what he was like. Last time she saw me in love, it didn't end very well...Anyway! I won't tell that story today, she kept asking who it was and was i sure about him.

"LEXI, KALMA WALA PANG KAMI" I sighed irritatedly then she rolled her eyes before she spoke "Teh, anong kalma! Last time na in-love ka my god you endured too much! Di pwedeng maulit yon hoi, Sana nga iba yang nahanap mo and you'll last unlike last time" I looked at her and nodded. She was right, 'Endured' was an understatement for what had happened to me before.

I didn't want to jinx or assume anything will happen, because i honestly doubted if we would last. Mostly, because at these times i thought no one would find me interesting and get bored right away.
I've experienced that, and I expected it from everyone i meet. They'll eventually leave, i stopped hoping someone would stay a long time ago. I knew to myself that sometimes my attitude could be tiring and they'll leave eventually, and it was true at some point.

"Pero what if, sya na yung The One" she insisted, while i shook my head in disappointment "inuunahan mo eh, plus remember we had just been talking for a few days i doubt he likes me that much.." i mumbled while doubting my words, Aldric had shown through his actions that i had a chance with him and he liked me. It's just that, i didn't want to make a fool of myself for hoping too much. After all, there was many other girls who were better.

"You and your insecurities again, Lyne ilang beses ko na ba sinabi sayo if someone liked you they would like you because you're you! Hindi sa physical appearance or anything else just you, give it a chance" Lexi smiled softly at me, i breathed in and out before i spoke "I'll try, lexi but I don't want to hope too soon"

I would never deny my feelings, when it comes to him i felt free and comfortable to express myself even those things that i tend to keep to myself. He was able to bring out another side of me i never thought i had, having the courage to tease or say things like 'bagay sila pero mas bagay ka sakin' or 'I'll take your heart' which i thought was cringe although i still do, i found myself sending those to him a lot.

Enjoying his company, and the first thing i want to see when i woke up was his chat's. Am i going crazy? This was something i tried to avoid but well...here i am.

I wasn't gonna let this chance slide, if i want him to like me then i had to make an effort. I really liked him and i knew he wasn't someone who would hurt me, for me efforts are better than words which he showed me even just after a few days of talking.

Lexi left, while i sat alone in my room doing nothing but chatting with my friend whom i met because of Cosplaying and we haven't talked since our recognition too.

Yaichi Yoisaki
Online

Yaichi Yoisaki
What if di ako straight?

Choi Lyne
Kelan ka ba naging straight
Di ka straight

Yaichi Yoisaki
[Di ka straight]
Replied;
Pano kita nagustuhan kung di ako straight diba HAHHAHAH

Choi Lyne
What?
Are you serious?

Yaichi Yoisaki
Ofc, I am
Bat nman kasi ang bait mo? You caught my attention the moment we met

Choi Lyne
I don't know what to say to that honestly but i appreciate you being brave and telling me pero I'm so sorry ha? May nagugustuhan kasi ako ngayon and I'm waiting for him na, we can still be friends nman if you want?