why you

Chapter Four

" I felt a hand on my arm so I grabbed it and twisted it but not to hard." Oww what the fudge is wrong with you Lilly? I remember the voice and when I look to my side I see jesus in a little of pain. Oh sorry jesus I didn't mean to its just a reflex if I knew it was you I wouldnt of done that. It's fine but where did you learn that never mind, I wanna know what your doing after school? Well I was gonna see if my sister could come over and my best friend so we could make a new video for our you tube channel why? Nothing just asking. Okay whatever. Lilly can I ask you something. Umm I don't know I'm not so good with questions that aren't related to school work! Well can you see if you know the answer then when you know it you could tell me? Umm yea sure ask way then. Ok well I think your beautiful and for some reason it feels like I've known you for awhile and I wanted to know if you wanna. *ring, ring* ohmy gosh I'm so sorry I have to get to class jesus who's class do you have next? I have Mr. Welch. Me to perfect let's go and tell me their ok. Yeah sure.

*time skip*

End of the day.

I noticed that I was the first one on the bus so I started to listen to music full blast so I won't have to listen to all the bull people have to say about each other. I started to write a song so me and my sis and best friend could perform. Hey Lilly, how way your day? Hello Lilly dame it tack out your ear phone? What oh sorry Ivanna I couldn't hear you. Yeah I could tell, any ways how was your day? It was okay now can I finish my song please. What is it for? Well its for you me and my sis to put on our channel today, so see if you could come over so we could put it up.

*later that day*

Me: singing & guitar
Ivanna: drums& singing background
Sis:guitar

Okay regards I made a song its called "missing."

please,please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe one day you'll look up,
And, barley conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"

You won't cry for my absence, I know-
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant....?
Am I so significant....?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Even thought on the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe one day you'll look up,
And, barley conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you their,
Isn't something missing....?
Isn't something....

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'll die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't something missing....?
Isn't someone missing me?

*video shot*

Wow you guys that was great I think that was our best song ever. Lilly how did you make a song that deep? I don't know sis it just was a idea and I wrote it down and it went together as a song, so I sang it to myself and it sounded great.

Hey Liliana that was great I didn't know you sing and play guitar! Oh Hi jesus yeah but what are you doing here? Well I heard you and your friend that plays the drums talking about it so I have to check it out plus my friend luke likes her!! Yeah I know I call them lunna. That's cool and who's that red head? That red head is my sister. Really yeah fake though. That's cool well I got to go see you tomorrow lilanna. Okay but its Lilly!!!!!!!