My Blind Less Moon

23~ Mihir Asks Tara To Leave Him

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Also, This chapter is emotional as fuck

Mihir pov :-

I don't know where I was running, where I was leading, I was bumping on different things and also on some people on my way, but I was too lost to pay any heed to any of those, I could hear noices of people calling my name, to stop me when I ran out of the venue

But I didn't pay any attention to them, I ran, I ran as fast as I could, the tie wrapped neatly around my neck was now feeling like a rope of sharp needles

I couldn't breathe anymore

I want to go somewhere far away from this place, this place suffocates me now, I just wanted to die at this moment, I have faced humiliation almost half my life, but It didn't bothered me as much it did today when I heard them questioning Tara's character

Do I even deserve to be called her husband?

I can not live my whole life with the pain in my heart that today My wife had to face humiliation because of me, and I couldn't do anything except for running away, I just ran away like a bastard, because of my blindness, I wanted to shout at them, I wanted to hurt them, I wanted to trouble them for questioning my wife's character, but I just couldn't, what if I had again made fun of Tara in front of all? What if in anger they would openly start saying those words on Tara's face?

We can never expect to be protected by a person who can not even protect themselves, I could not create more humiliation and problems for her, I had already done enough

My legs were not supporting me now because of constant running and those words ringing inside me consistently, all these made me weak on my knees, resulting in me falling on what ever and wherever I was, all i could sense was soft wet grasses and flowers beneath me

After some minutes of crying, I quietly sat there, not knowing what to do and where to go, I can not change my faith now, I can not cure anything, Nothing is in my hands, but i wish I could cure my blindness, maybe life would have been different than this then

I was quietly sniffing when I heard

"MIHIR"

Suddenly I heard her faint yelling at a distance with fast foot steps and running of grasses, she was coming near me, how can I face her now? What if she heard those ladies? How would I console her when I myself could not support myself?! My thoughts came to an halt when I heard her soft hands on my should and a soft jasmin smell engulfed my nostrils, making me somewhere calm

She was here beside me, She always is

Taking a deep breath to control my tears, I just quietly held her hands into mine and made her sit beside me, with our hands still locked with each other

"Dekhiye tara, humne fir ek baar apna mazak banva liya sbke samne"

"See Tara, I again made fun of myself in front of every one" My voice was quite rough now due to constent crying, while I silently laughed at my faith 

"Hum kitni bhi koshish kr le na, hum kabhi upar uth nai sakte, hum ek andhe Or bewakoof insaan hai, jisse iss samaj me jeena ka koi haq nahi, hum thak chuke hai tara subke taane sunn sun ke, hum dheere dheere ab andar hi andar marr rahe hai, humse iss jagah ab or nahi raha jaata! Hume baar baar lagaataar ye yaad dilaya jata hai ki hum ek bimaar innsaan hai, jo apne bal bute per kuch ker nahi sakta, hume baar baar ye bataya jata hai ki kaise hum apke laayak nahi, hume nahi acha lagta hai tara ye sub, bilkul acha nahi lagta hume, hum kya kare, hum kaise sub thik kare?! Humare haath me nahi hai kuch bhi badalna ya thik karna, nahi hai humare haath me"