Ch.4(Pain)

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Rayansh came out from there and After college he go to his house where His father was waiting for him.

"Aa Gaye nawab sahab"(Nawab Saheb has come.)

"Dad"

"Teri wajha se aj us Zain ne mere se ucchi awas mein baat ki."(Because of you, that Zain talked to me in the high voice today.")

                Then he just hit him with a belt.Rayansh scream in in pain.

"Kya lagta hain Wo Tera haa.."(Whom he is for you huh..?)
*Again hit him.

"Teri wajha se mujhe college bula Rahe hain haa..Teri wajha se main itna Sarminda hua aj main"
*hit(It's because of you that I'm in college.You just only make me ashamed)

"Teri Maa ek thi Saali..mujhe to lagta hain tu Mera khoon bhi Nahi hain"(Your mother is a motherfucker…I feel like you are not even my blood)

"Maar ja tu agar thodi se bhi saram hain to suicide karle.3 din mein antim sanskar karke Khatam kar dunga"(If you even have a little bit shame then just go and suicide.I will finish everything by performing last rituals in 3 days.)

"Tu Mera beta kehlane ke Layak Nahi hain"(You don't deserve to be called my son.")

"Ja mere nazro ke samne se isse pehle main Apna aapa phir se kho du"(Get out of my sight before I lose my temper again.")

              Then Rayansh take his bag and go inside his room while crying and hissing in pain.But no one can compare his mental pain with his physical pain.He then go towards his Almira and take out his mom's photo frame with him.

"Mumma I am sorry aj papa ne apke baare mein Bahut gandi baat ki."(Mumma, I'm sorry today papa talked very badly about you.")

"Papa mujhse pyaar Nahi karte mumma.Papa ko lagta hain main unka accha beta Nahi hun.Par main Bahut koshish kar raha hu.Apko Pata hain main din raat mehnaat karke padhne ke baat bhi papa kehte hain Mera accha result unke naam ki Wajha se milta hain."(Papa doesn't love me, mummy. Papa feels that I am not his real son. But I have been trying very hard. You have found me. Even after working hard day and night, Papa says that my result is because of his name. )

"Ap mujhe chhor ke kyu chali gayi mumma.Apke jaane ke baad main Bahut akela ho gaya hu.I really miss you mumma"(Why did you leave me, Mumma? I have become very lonely after you left. I really miss you Mumma.")

                Then he kissed that photo frame and put that photo back on Almira. Then he lay on the bed and crying like crazy.No one even come to him to see him .His body was filled with scars.He then fall asleep while crying.

Next day......

Rayansh wake up and feeling so much pain in his body.Still he get up and get ready for college. His scars are mostly on visible areas so wear full sleeves t shirt and also a jacket then go out from the house without talking with anyone.He didn't even eat and directly go to college. He was silent all day.He didn't even talk with his friends. He was just sitting alone and  it's not un noticed by Zain.So he just go towards him and asked..

"Hey are you okay?"

"Yeah.."

"You are silent since morning. Kuch hua hain Kya Kal Ghar pe"(You are silent since morning. Did something happen at home yesterday?")

                       Then one tear drop fell on the bench.Rayansh look at Zain with teary eyes.When Zain look at the sight he feels like he want to protect this soul at any cost. He then hold his hand take Rayansh to the same room.

"Can you tell me now what happened?"

                        Rayansh was crying silently while looking down.He don't want look at Zain.

"Hee...Bea.. Bea.. beat me"

"What?"

                   He was shocked.Then Rayansh pull up his shirt and the sight of his body was horrible. Scars are too visible. It was looking like if a another time that places were hit by belt , The blood will come out from there.

"Pull down your shirt please.."

"Chi main soch bhi Nahi sakta Mr.ahuja itna niche gir sakte hain"(I couldn't even think that Ahuja can go this much low)

"Please ap kisi ko bata na maat sir"(Please don't tell anyone, sir.")

"Okay but so you even apply any ointment there"

             Rayansh nodded as no.Zain then took him towards the medical room and say everyone to leave.

"Yaha pe ointment rakhi hain.Ek Kam Karo tum lagalo main Bahar wait Karta hoon."(Ointments are kept here. Do one thing, you apply it, I will wait outside.")

"Okay" 

                Then he came out from the room and let Rayansh apply the ointment on his scars. Rayansh can't stop thinking how someone can be this much kind.He then remove his clothes and apply the ointment on the scars. Then in sometimes he came out from the room and saw zain was still there.

"Thank you sir."

"Is me thank you bolne ki Kya zaroorat hain."(You don't need to thank me ok.")

"Is liye ki aj tak mere Apne kisi ne mujhe Nahi samjha par ap..thank you so much sir"(Because no one understand me even my closest ones are too but you...thank you so much sir)

"It's okay..par abse kabhi koi problem ho to main hoo na"(It's okay..if ever there is any problem to I am here na)

 
TBC...

               

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