Julian pov
I got home to my shared apartment, and I passed out until the next day. I was so exhausted from all the social interactions I had that I woke up and fell back to sleep. By the time I woke up, it was 5 pm.
I lazily get up from my bed and go to my bathroom to take a good look at myself. I feel like today's going to be a hard day for me. I look myself in the mirror, and I see a lot of affirmations written on sticky notes put there by Lila. I take one from the mirror and read it aloud.
"I am a work in progress, and I welcome every positive change." I take a breath, to try to calm my shaky hands, before reading the rest. " The darkness is in the past, and I open my eyes to new beginnings." I let out a shaky breath and put the sticky note in the box with the rest of the sticky notes I've read. Right next to the box is my antidepressant. I know I should take them, but I don't like the way it's makes me feel, I feel like it's suppressing my emotions. I'd rather be sad than numb.
I look at the bottle once again and snatch it up from the counter and open it, I thought about it for a quick second,but close it and put it back down. I can do this without pills, I have too.
I get in the shower and watch as the water drops down my body before finally washing up and getting out. I grab my robe from the back of the bathroom door and head down the hallway with my head down into the kitchen, which is also next to the living room.
"Hey man," Milo says. I didn't need to look because I knew he would be here since I didn't show up for work today nor last night.
"Hey." I replied back in a sad way, as I opened the fridge, and grabbed a body amour.
"Excited for you date tonight." He jokes, which cause me to lightly chuckle. He walks over to the island in the kitchen and hands me a controller. "Just one game." I take the controller and play more than one game. " You got us killed man, what the hell?"
Milo says as he throws the controller down. He's a bit aggressive when it comes to games or losing in general.
"My bad, I swear it was an accident." I laugh as he punches me in the arm. I check the time on Milo's phone and jump up from my spot. It's 6:30 and I'm still in my robe. I go in my room and put on a nice smooth, soft, dark blue button-up with pants to match it. As for the shoes, we don't need to talk about the shoes. I head to the bathroom and try to brush what little hair i have. I then grab my phone from underneath the pillow and take it off the charger.
I go back to the living room with Milo and scroll through all my missed notifications. 5 missed calls from Milo, 2 missed calls from Lila, a couple from an unknown number, 2 from Romeo, and a few texts from Rapunzel.
Ding
I get a text from Romeo saying he's outside. I tell Milo it's time to go, and he packs up his stuff, and we go down the elevator. When we get outside of the apartment building, Milo suddenly links his arm with mine and pulls me close enough to see his face texture.
"Don't have too much fun without me." He whispers in my ear. This leaves me a blushing hard. He kisses my cheek and runs away to his car before I can even do anything about it. The kiss makes me blush even harder, but my whole face starts burning when I look up and see Romeo standing outside a black mecerdes Benz with his arms crossed, just staring into my soul.
I speed walk up to him, but slowly get nervous the closer I get. I stop and stare at him and give him a smile that doesn't hopefully doesn't seem too nerve-wracking. He scoffs and opens the door for me, and I get in the car. and we enjoyed our date, and everything went surprisingly fine. I wished it went like that, but it didn't. In reality, after I walked up to him, he opened the car door only to let himself in and slammed the door shut on my face and preceded to drive off. This man really got angry issues. But then he drove back and took me out to eat where we didn't talk the whole time. As you can see, he's really charming.
He ended up taking me back to his place, which is not a problem since my newest friend lives there. As soon as I enter the house, I hear screaming as I see rosalee running from down the hallway to hug me. I inhale her strawberry scent and hug her back before being abruptly torn from her. I get dragged to his room and thrown on his bed.
"You know I'm real tired of being thrown everywhere." I stand and tried to walk past him before he shouted at me to sit down. He gives me a murderous glare before he punches the wall, leaving a massive hole. After that, I do as he says and sit down. But shortly after that, he continues to shout at me.
"One day, it's been one day, and you already broke rule number 1." He turns to face and starts walking towards the bed I'm sitting on. My body tenses up, not because he scares me but because usually when I get yelled at, it always comes with something physical too. "Who was he." I can hear Romeo trying to be calm, but it didn't come out that way.
"My friend. We're not together, it's really an inside joke." He raises an eyebrow at me. He obviously doesn't have friends. " That is the last time Something like that will happen. He's dating someone who is a girl." I finish after. "I don't have anyone but you, I swear." I added on, hoping this will calm him down.
" I'm sorry, I just hate cheaters and liars." Romeo says as he finds space on the bed to sit next to me. He looks at me with those deep green hazel eyes and drowns me in them. " I'm also sorry about earlier, and the whole argument it was stupid."
Oh yeah
Earlier, the car ride after the date
I was just looking out the window when I got a text from Juicy Sugar Daddy🥵 aka Miles.
Juicy Sugar Daddy 🥵: you need to be at vibez tonight.
Me: I will....Daddy
Juicy Sugar Daddy🥵: Yes, now be a good son and cum in my lap.
Me: I might nut in my own lap😏
Juicy Sugar Daddy🥵: Not without my permission.
I was smiling really hard while texting Miles, until we hit an bump in the road and that's when he just had to say something.
" I don't appreciate cheaters, or whores." He said, but I couldn't tell if that's what he actually said or I was bring delusional.
"Huh? Did you just say I was a whore?"
" What else would someone like you be."
" how about a person with feelings." I say and he just scoff. "But I totally understand if your feelings didn't translate over with the English language." As soon as these words leave my mouth instant anxiety starts to attack my mind, and I don't know if should fight through it or let it take over me.
" Sei un rompicoglioni. Pezzo di merda" (you're a pain in the ass, you piece of shit.) He mutters and this time I scoff. I turn my head back towards the window and try to distract myself from crying by looking at the beautiful surroundings we passed.
"You know what-" He laughs, but I didn't look over at him. "You really think-"
" Don't talk to me." I take a breath before looking him dead in the eye and saying, "Pezzo di merda." Oh, the look on his face was something to laugh about, but I had to stay strong, so I just stare out the window again.
End of flashback
"Oh yeah, I remember now. I'm sorry to-" my phone was ringing and it was the same unknown number who had called me earlier.
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