𝘿𝙤𝙪𝙠𝙖𝙯𝙖 𝙊𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙩𝙨//𝙎𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨

Insecurity

This is just a quick story I made, I will still be continuing the other one!

-No smut, just angst and fluff

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Douma as we all know was fixated on Akaza, and on trying to make the smaller demon his... But it never worked. Akaza always pushed him away and got angry when Douma kept bothering him.

It wasn't because he hated Douma... It was because he was so insecure about himself that he turned Douma down feeling he didn't deserve the taller demons love.

Right now Douma was on the couch trying to convince Akaza to cuddle with him, who of course disagreed as he tried to get away.

Douma suddenly stopped, getting oddly quiet as his rainbow eyes fell on Akaza's honey ones, Doumas blond bangs falling over his his eyes as Akaza watched nervously

"Why do you hate me Akaza dono~?"
he asked, oddly serious, more so then usual.

"I don't hate you dummy..."
Akaza responded, not bothering to make eye contact with the taller demon.

"Then why do you always push me away~?"
He asked reaching to Akaza's head and stroking his hair gently.

"Well, it's- nevermind, forget it."
Akaza wanted to say what he felt, but returned with fear.

"It's not 'nothing' Akaza, it definitely meant something. I know you well enough to be able to notice."

"It's seriously nothing to worry about Douma, just please keep your distance."

Douma then grabbed Akaza making him sit towards him on his lap. He carefully wrapped his arms around the smaller demons waist preventing him from leaving,

"Nope! You're gonna tell me what's bothering you so I can help fix it~"

It's not your fault you know.
Akaza said to reassure Douma that he hasn't done anything.

"Then why don't you explain why you don't want me near you? Hm~?"

"I-I-"
Akaza began to shake in Douma's lap, he didn't want to tell Douma anymore. Tears were streaming down his face.

Douma was shocked by this, but held him tighter and his face softened.

"Hey it's okay Akaza-Dono, you can tell me whatever's bothering you.. I'm here for you."

"You promise?"
Akaza asked wiping his tears followed with some quiet sniffling.

"Yes I do, now please tell me what's wrong?" I

"It's just that, I don't you really... Deserve me." Akaza muttered.

Douma's smile dropped. His face looking serious, the most Akaza's ever seen him.

"What makes you think of that Akaza?"

"Douma, look at me. Don't you see? All my flaws, my marks, my cuts. Don't you see? I'm ugly Douma."

Douma suddenly grabbed Akaza's face making him look directly at the taller demon.

"You're not ugly, you're perfect to me. All your 'flaws' and 'cuts' just make you even more beautiful."

Akaza softly giggled. "Yea right, don't flatter me. Tell me the truth Douma, why do you want me? What makes me so special than anyone else?"

"What makes me want you? I don't even know where to start. I really just want you, want you by my side at anytime."

"Douma, I don't think I'll be able to reciprocate the affection and love you have for me back."

Douma moved his hand to Akaza's right cheek, his thumb gently rubbing against the smaller demons skin.

"Why not? If I truly feel this way, why would it matter if you do or don't 'reciprocate'?"

"I just don't see what's so great about me." Akaza says leaning his head against Douma's chest.

"You don't give yourself enough credit. You don't see what I see, and that's the problem."

"Akaza, you truly are beautiful. I admire how strong you are, despite not being the same rank as me. Your determination is amazing too, you won't give up no matter what and that's what I love about you."

"Please, give me a chance to show you that we can make this work, that you're more than enough for me."

"O-okay fine, we can make this work. But just this once, then you can see for yourself if I'm what you're truly looking for."

Douma smiled widely, happy that the smaller demon has finally given him a chance.

"Trust me Akaza, I'll make sure you won't regret this, heck I'll make sure you can even see why you're better than me!"

Akaza smiled as-well, happy to hear that someone else loves him for who he is. Despite all the negativity he pushes on himself.

Do you want to cuddle now? I'm getting a little tired...

"Of course, I wanted to earlier but you know Akaza-dono loves to be stubborn~!"

Douma poked Akaza's cheek, then picked up the smaller demon up easily. He then walked over to the bed, where the two enjoyed the rest of their time snuggling together.

They both felt safe in the embrace of one another. Knowing that no matter what happened that there was always someone by their side rooting for them.