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Love. Pfft. What a shitty joke. I looked infront seeing a married man staring at another woman while his wife is standing right beside him. Checking the other chick out. Rolling my eyes, I dialed maya's number again. Bitch went underground or what?

I looked around myself, almost everyone is drunk or either grinding on someone. Do they even know who they're grinding onto? Suddenly I saw a mop of blonde hair and sighed in annoyance. Finally queen decided to show up.

"Where the fuck you suddenly went maya?" I said angry at the fact that she left me here alone after begging me to come with her. Seriously. 😐

"Chill shiva, nature's call you know" Maya said and sat beside me on the chair. I glared at her and said "who the hell takes an hour maya? I thought you abandoned me here"

"Babygirl I wouldn't dare to do that ever okay and yeah I bumped into a guy and lost the track of time. Forgive me please" Maya said giving me her best puppy eyes, I rolled my eyes at her antics and shook my head. Girl's possessed.

"Okay whatever, let's just get back, I feel suffocating here" I said taking my purse in hand. Maya nodded and we both walked out of the night club.

Taking my own car, I bid goodbye to her and straight went to my home. Getting rid from heels felt like heaven to me at the moment. I went to take a quick shower before sleeping when this thought struck me. Do love really exist? Whenever I look at my parents, I feel like its just a joke.

They never cared for me, I was always
a duty for them. A burden. Behind all the sweet smile facade my mom puts on her face, I can see right through her. I can see the hatred. I can see the anger towards me. I never understood why.

On another hand, my dad. He just doesn't care.. All he cares about is money. I think I got that trait from him. He was never involved in any of family gatherings. I still dont know how family picnic feels. All I know is how to maintain a fake smile throughout a dinner party.

My brother is a blessing to me. The 16 year old is a devil in disguise. Thankfully, my parents are kind to him. I used to feel jealous of my own brother years ago, as he was getting all the love while all I received was a cold shoulder. But as time passed, I learnt its not my brother's fault but my parent's. He is innocent. I love that cute head alot.

He and maya are the only person whom I can rely on. I wish to never lose them. I showered while thinking all these things and changed into a pair of comfortable pajamas.

I live alone. Sometimes I go to india to meet my brother but its smilar to a blue moon appearing. The last time I went to india was 6 years ago. Ayan's been begging me to visit him.

That idiot thinks I've avoiding this topic because I don't wanna visit him and waste my time but who's gonna tell him that I can leave all my important work just for him?

Definitely not me or it'll boost his little ego. I certainly don't want that. His birthday is after 10 days and I planned to visit him this time. I think i'm being too kind but who cares, he's my only brother.

I laid on the bed thinking about all the work i'll have to do beforehand so that my little trip to india won't be a hassle in my professional life. I love work and specially on time.

I closed my eyes and drifted to my dreamland imagining how would my baby brother react upon seeing me.

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I woke up due to a shrill sound reaching my eardums, almost deafening me. I looked around my surroundings irritated and noticed my phone ringing.

I grabbed it uninterestedly to look who's ass is on fire that they have the audacity to disturb me at 5 am. FREAKING 5 AM. Noticing my brother's call, I frowned a little.

"Why would he call at early morning when he clearly knows i'm not a morning person at all?"

I immediately picked up the call only to hear my house's oldest servant, mrs mehra's trembling voice "Ma'am, your brother got into a car accident"

My body shivered with the thought of it. Fear started creeping in my whole body. All I could see was my little brother's face infront of my eyes. How the fuck it happened?? He isn't even allowed to drive a car!! He's still underage!

"I'm coming there"

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So its the first chapter!!
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Its just the 1 chapter. Don't judge, the story will eventually get better 😭

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