my Boston Bella

Beckys Pov

Freen walked back into the room and sat down next to becky.

So baby when is the operation date set.

Baby.

Whats up Angel,

Freen please sit here.

Rebecca held freens hands in hers.

I'm not.

Your not what.

Having the operation.

Freen slowly pulled her hands away.

What, why not

I'm not strong enough to.

And if I did have it.

I'd sign a dnr.

What's an dnr? Freen said crying.

Do not resuscitate baby.

Freen looked at her, tears streaming down her face.

Why, why would u do that.

I'm forgetting things babe and it's killing me.

Rebecca Armstrong you listen to me we are gonna fight this together.

I can't freen.

I'm not strong enough I'm so sorry.

Okay so tell me, how long.
.
How long what?

Would I have with u.

Tears welled up in Rebecca's eyes.

6 months to a year.

Freen broke down,

Am sorry baby I wanna fight this but I can't.

I'd forget u and our life we had together for thease past years angel.

I ain't got the fight in me.

Freen flung her arms around becky.

And sobbed.

Please, please fight.

For us, for me.

I can't

Freen gulped and got up and ran out the room into the arms of Amber.

I'm loosing her.

I know.

What.

I said I know.

What do u know.

Eveything.

What, what, do u mean everything.

Aw didn't Rebecca tell u.

I thought that's what u meant. Sorry.

What, what, do you mean.

Amber tell me.

I can't.

Talk to Rebecca.

I'm done talking.

With that freen walked back in to beckys room.

What the hell is Amber taking about?

Aw she told u

Am so sorry I didn't want to leave u alone to take care of the twins.

That's why I asked Amber to sign it.

What wait, sign what.

Our agreement that she will marry u and take care of u and our twins.

Your unbelievable.

Don't u love me anymore.

Baby of course I do.

That's why I'm doing this.

Please understand please.

I'm dieing okay there's nothing the doctor can do.

I want u looked after when I'm gone please absect it.

Freen just looked, her heart breaking and loosing the love of her life.

You can learn to love again.

So that's it, you've given up, on your life, us, our soon to be born twins and our friends and family.

I can't fight this.

Please understand, I love you so much and it's killing me having to do this.

Then fight. It. Please. Don't leave me Rebecca please.

I want to but I can't.

Fine.

Freen just left.

Rebecca broke down.

I'm so sorry my angel, my soul mate and the love of my life.