I amType Thiwat Kanawut anyways just call me type, and I'm a science major. Writing isn't something I normally do-in fact, I hate it! But here I am, putting my thoughts down on paper. And I have only one reason for doing this: I want a certain perso...
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Today is the worst, Tharn finally utter something and the worst part is it's about Tar. You want to know a little secret about Tar?
Actually, that pathetic friend of us is dead. He couldn't handle a bit of pressure, and he suicided. Yeah, that's right-took his own life. And do you know what's hilarious? It wasn't even because of me. It was my friends, not me! I had nothing to do with it.
Well... okay, maybe that's not entirely true. I could've stopped them, maybe said something, but why would I? Tar was just another loser who thought he could get through life without any struggle. Weak. Just like Tharn.
The thing is, I wasn't even there when they pushed Tar over the edge. I was busy cramming for my exams-of course. I had more important things to focus on than some wimpy nerd's feelings. But if I wasn't studying, I would've definitely joined in. What a waste. I can imagine how satisfying it must've been, watching him break, watching him crumble under the weight of everything. It's a shame I wasn't there to see it firsthand. I bet his face was priceless.
It's funny, though. After all that, I can still hear people whispering about it sometimes. They talk like it's some big tragedy, like Tar was some saint. But people like him? They're better off gone. They can't survive in the real world. And Tharn-he's next. I can see the same weakness in him that I saw in Tar. They're all the same.
And you know what? That's why I'm so good at what I do. I know how to make people feel small, how to remind them where they belong. People need to be reminded that there's always someone better-someone like me.
I've done a lot of things, and I don't regret a single one of them. There was that one time with P'Seo's little brother-I never told anyone, but he used to look up to me. And I used that. Manipulated him, made him feel like garbage. You should've seen his face when I told him he was worthless, that no one cared about him. It was too easy. Some people are just made to be broken, you know?
I've ruined relationships, friendships, all because I could. Because I was bored. It's a game to me-how far can I push people before they snap? And when they do, it's the most entertaining thing to watch. That's why when I look at Tharn, I can't help but smirk. He thinks he can stand up to me? He has no idea what he's dealing with.
I'll make sure Tharn breaks, just like Tar. He's already halfway there.
God, I hate people like them.
He wasn’t always some outcast. There was a time when we were actually friends. Yeah, you read that right. He used to hang out with us—me, Techno, Ae, the whole group. We all got along back then, but then we found out his dirty little secret.
Tar was gay. He hid it for a while, but you know how it is—things like that can’t stay buried forever. Eventually, we found out, and that was it. No one wanted to be associated with someone like him. He disgusted us. I mean, can you imagine? Hanging out with someone like that? It’s pathetic. We couldn’t stand the thought of it.
