మన మధ్య (In Between Us)

64 Anirudh Bondita and Prashant in between them ❓

Anirudh is usually not a  heavy sleeper but whenever he feels too much stressed out or struggling with his feelings or loneliness in mind and exhausted or stucked up in any guilty feeling he habituated himself to have a  sleep rather than giving into his curiosities and go here and there to fulfill it . It was against his ethics which were deeprooted by his two mothers and foster father Trilochan

So at that time whatever his subconscious mind had been carrying and more or less it always appears in his dreams

That night Bondita came much closer to his heart his mind ..but only he know that  . She  expressed her dream  to stay with his Pedanaana and Peddamma whom she also admire and respect them as her parents truly from her heart and that hit him hard in his heart and her boldness and caring nature for him and how comfortably she sat In his lap and cuddled him and taken away the vine like as if she got capacity to take away any pain in his heart and can heal him give him new hopes...

This is what he was yearning but feeling ashamed to tell it to outside world and also to himself and brutally burrying it inside with his forced misconceptions and that was the reason why his subconscious dream started showing his mind in dream and he was too tired to fight with his thoughts in his dreams and allowed it to show what his subconscious mind wanted to

As soon as Anirudh's hands In his deep sleep started tracing on Bondita's back hooks of  her salwar suit That was the moment when Bondita got awake first  and opened her eyes  widely with a startle and looked at him And where she was

She was on his top clinging to him and he caged his arms around her and working on her back hooks .

She didn't understand what is happening there for second  and he is mumbling in sleep : you are my life Bondita

His words   gave mini heart attack to her . Is he proposing her ?. But he closed his eyes and voice came very meek means he is confessing in sleep but not in real

She didn't understand whether to feel happy that he is dreaming of her even in sleep or  sad that it's not happening in real.

He is again mumbling: feeling scared of me ... Bondita

She nodded and shooked her head at a time feeling confused of all this and looking at him and he mumbled  : I ..I .. ..Its my love only and his hands went tracing her back .

Her heart almost stopped beating and brain became numb with his act . Only two hooks were opened but she felt too nervous

His hands were at her bare back

Oh!  They were   so warm and making her body also warm . She could feel the  blood circulation of her own body from head to toe and a new sensation was creating... something very pleasurable... It was tickling her in between her legs..

Now what is all this happening to me - she thought to herself

She saw him and he was in deep sleep and dreaming about her , taking her name

She tried to move but he held her so strongly and something down his belly was so hard and piercing her . But her brain is not able to think of it much

His hands were caged around her and his touch is making her excite and go crazy but also creating fears in mind

It isn't the point that she was feared of him or his touch .  She truly trusts him or surprisingly neither did she feel that his hands at her back was a  bad touch to her but she don't know why he held her like this .  She wanted to know that first.. or better say she wanted him to confess his love first and roam like lovers as shown in movies or listened here and there from friends talks ..before that happen she can't take all this