Chapter 19

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Chan's POV

“hey”

I approach the bench he was sitting , my  steps filled with nervousness and determination and takes a seat next to him

“mmm…hey. You came ” I pointed out

“yeah. if that's all you have to say then leave ” he said clearly not in the mood.

I take a deep breath, the memories and emotions our relationship . I look at Seungmin my voice mixed with determination and  Vulnerability.

“so… here we are , finally talking …we have a lot to discuss don't we ?” I asked him

“ we do ” he said “I …I don't even know where to start from honestly. There's so much I want to say but I don't know how to put it into words  without sounding like an idiot …” he told me

“just say it Minnie ” I say just wanting to know what's on his mind.

“okay … don't call me that, it brings back memories good and bad . But…but screw it you really want to hear it? ” he's voice becomes louder.

“ let me hear it ” I'm lowkey scared right now.

“okay …I'll start I …I need to get some things off my chest. First off, it hurts when you call me ' kiddo ' it makes it seem as if you say me as just a naive child when we were together ” he started.

He continues his voice becoming more vulnerable and emotional
“mmm…second, it annoys me when you try to control me and tell me what to do …it makes me feel like you don't trust me or respect me as an individual . it feels like you still play that protective role ,but I don't need that from you anymore. I've …I've grown up you know?”

“I know ”

“ Good …I just have one question ”

“ what's that? ”

“I …I don't understand why things happened the way they did ”

“my parents … they found out I was gay and they threatened to disown me if we didn't break up ”

“ I'm sorry I didn't know … but you still left me in the dark do you know how hurt I felt ”

“I'm sorry Minnie ”

“ I SAID DON'T CALL ME THAT ”

“ IT'S NOT MY FAULT I FELL IN LOVE WITH A FAGGOT ” I yell back

“ a … a faggot … you know what screw you, screw everything I hate you and I hate myself for ever like you ”

And with that he stormed off

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