Haters to lovers

Part 4

Martinus: YES ofc i was in love with you Y/n and u trew it away 

Y/n: it wasnt like that

Martinus: then how was it?

you stayed silent

Martinus: thats what i thougt i loved u and i cared about u and u kissed my best friend and u are tellig me that i should not be mad about the kiss im not mad about one kiss im mad about thta u lied to me and cheated on me and when i broke up with u u started dating my best friend and that hurt y/n that hurt a lot

he wanted to left the room

Y/n: okay i know im stupid i shouldnt do that

Martinus: well now its to late to apoligaze

you saw that he was leaving 

Y/n: where are u going?

Martinus: im gonna sleep in the living room enjoy it here

Y/n: wait Marti...

he left

                                                                                   <YOUR POV>

I started to cry even more that night I coudlnt sleep  the only thing I was thinking about Martinus how he must fell. My whole life I wanted to know why he started hate on me and now I know and its my fault I didnt want to kiss Mark he kissed me but Martinus saw it and I just coundlt say anything when he broke up with me I wanted to forget about him so i started to date Mark.

The only thing its bithering me its that he didnt know the true and I wanted to tell him so bad but he never listen to me since than so i just forgot abou it. I hope one day i can tell him the true how it was.

                                                                           <MARTINUS POV>

How could she do that to me i thought I finally met the one for me but she cheted on me and Mark I hate him even more that her I will never forget that I will still have the look in front of my eyes how he kissed her and she ran away. Wait now that I think about it what if she didnt want to kiss him what if he kissed her? Butwhy did she started to date him when i broke up with her? What if she was dating him only bc I broke up with her? Does that even make sence? I had so many questions that night but I didnt have any answers.

 I didnt sleep whole nigth I needed to talk with y/n. I need my answers. But will she talk to me after what i told her? Omg another question. I need to stop think about her.

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Okay hi loves i need your honest answer should i write in the type i was writing it till now or like the martinus pov y/n pov..... i dont know let me know please