Suffering

Celebrate

*take a deep breath*

I will celebrate my small wins in life, because i have been silent about my sufferings.

Most of people dont know how fuck life was for me, because they know how strong im. But im not.

I cry a lot and they never seen when i cry in my room every night over the things.

Had so many problem, but i did not let anyone to see how fuck im.

Butterfly hug, crying over the night, waiting for the sun to kill my inner peace.

Sometimes, i just wanna kill my self to end of my problem

But i realized, the present of me in this world to make everyone happy, to make everyone laugh

Still survive is the key from sun goes up until the moon ate that sun.

I really appreciated a little things that makes me happy,

I dont know how to reached it.

Since i was born in 1998, im scared when someone celebrated every little things on me.

Last words, thank you for me for still survive until know.

I know life its hard and make you feel youre kids on roller coaster, scary but fun.

Thank you.

See you.