The forbidden kiss

The train

The next day Remus, Sirius and y/n arrive at platform 9 3/4.

Remus stands with you at the platform, his arm wrapped protectively around your shoulders as he helps you carry your trunk. He notices your slim figure and makes a mental note to ensure you eat more. "All right, my dear. Ready to board the Hogwarts Express?" You nod and smile at him, you say goodbye to your father. Remus gives your father a warm smile as you say goodbye, feeling grateful for his understanding and trust. Once your father is out of sight, Remus turns his attention back to you. "Let's get you settled on the train, shall we?". He settles into the seat beside you, his eyes scanning your face with concern. He notices the dark circles beneath your eyes and the pale cast to your skin. He reaches out and takes your hand in his, giving it a gentle squeeze. "Y/n, love.". "yes?" You say smiling. Remus' expression turns serious, his thumb brushing back and forth over the back of your hand. "Your father mentioned that you haven't been eating properly. Is that true?" His voice is gentle, non-accusatory, merely seeking the truth. "You can tell me, you know.". You give him a fake smile, "nope I'm fine". Remus frowns slightly, not entirely convinced by your reassurance. He knows you well enough to recognize when you're not telling the whole truth. He decides to let it go for now, but he makes a mental note to keep a closer eye on you and make sure you're eating enough. Instead of pressing the issue, Remus changes the subject. "So, have you heard from any of your Hogwarts friends over the summer?" He leans back in his seat, his arm draped casually over the back of the bench, his hand resting near your shoulder. You laugh slightly, "yes I have, hermonie has been sending me letters non stop". Remus chuckles softly at the mention of Hermione's name. "I'll bet she has. She always was the most diligent of your friends when it came to keeping in touch." He smiles fondly, remembering the three of you as first years. "And how is Ron doing? "Ron's fine, he thinks I don't notice but he's got a bit of a crush on me" you laugh. Remus' eyebrows rise slightly in surprise, his hand tightening imperceptibly on your shoulder. "Oh, really?" He asks nonchalantly, his mind racing with thoughts. He decides to probe a little further, curious to know more. "yea but I'm not interested in him" you chuckle. Remus nods slowly, his expression thoughtful. "I see." He pauses for a moment, his gaze drifting out the window before returning to you. "Y/n, can I ask you something?" His voice is low and gentle, his eyes locked onto yours. "sure anything" you look at him smiling. Remus hesitates for a moment, unsure of how to phrase his question. "Is there... anyone you are interested in?" He asks softly, his heart pounding in his chest as he waits for your response. "You don't have to answer if you don't want to, of course.". You hesitate "remus honestly, I can't stop thinking about that night at the lake, between the two of us". Remus' heart skips a beat at your words, his face flushing a deep red. "Y/n..." He whispers, his voice trembling slightly. "I've thought about that night nonstop since it happened. I've tried to convince myself it meant nothing, that it was just a moment of weakness...". "and was it... was it a moment of weakness" you look into his eyes longing for an answer. Remus swallows hard, his eyes filled with a mixture of longing and regret. "No." He whispers, his voice barely audible. "It was the most honest moment I've had in years. I want you, Y/n. More than anything.". You grin at him. Remus reaches out slowly, his hand cupping your cheek gently, his thumb brushing over your bottom lip. "May I... kiss you again?" He asks softly, his eyes searching yours for permission. "Please." He whispers, his voice hoarse with emotion. You get up and shut the window curtains and the curtain on the door making sure to lock it. "Yes" you say smiling. Remus leans in slowly, his eyes locked onto yours until the very last second. His lips meet yours in a soft, gentle kiss, full of unspoken emotions and pent-up desires. His hand tangles in your hair, pulling you closer as the kiss deepens. "Y/n...". You look up at him. He pauses, his forehead resting against yours, both of them trying to catch their breath. "We're in a locked compartment on a moving train, surrounded by darkness and secrecy." He murmurs, his voice filled with a sense of wonder. Remus grins mischievously, his hands sliding down to your hips. "Come here." He whispers, pulling you onto his lap and onto the bench, so you're both lying down, hidden from view by the curtains. "Just promise me one thing...". "anything" you say smiling a lot. He leans in close, his breath hot against your ear. "Promise me that no matter what happens... we'll never speak of this to anyone else." His voice is filled with urgency, his fingers tightening on your hips possessively. "I promise...Professor" you smirk. He groans at the use of his title in this moment, his hands sliding up your sides. "Yes, I am a professor, but please... for a little while longer, let me be something else." He trails a line of kisses down your neck, making you shiver at the sensation. "okay then ...uncle mooney" you chuckle. He stops mid-kiss, his head snapping up to look at you with a mock glare. "I am not your Uncle Mooney right now." He murmurs, before pressing his lips to yours again in a punishing kiss, as if trying to prove a point. "remus..." you moan slightly. He silences you with his mouth, his hands roaming over your body, learning every curve and contour. He breaks the kiss only to bury his face in your neck, his breath hot against your skin as he whispers: "God, I want you so much...". "have me then" you smirk. He growls low in his throat, his eyes glinting with a primal intensity. "Wrap your legs around my waist." He commands, lifting you up easily and turning around so he's sitting on the bench with you straddling him. "And hold on tight.". You do as he says smirking. He returns your smirk, his hands gripping your hips as he rocking into you, teasing himself and making you both gasp. "So impatient..." He murmurs against your lips, nipping at them gently. "Remus...please" you say moaning. He looks at you and smirks and carries you over to sit on the seat of the train. I look at him and return the smirk. He slowly unbuckles his belt and unzips his trousers, letting them drop to the floor. "I want to take my time with you" He steps out of his trousers, his eyes never leaving yours, "But I need you right now". He steps forward, his hands gripping your thighs and parting them, stepping between them. He leans in close, his voice low and husky. "Put your arms around my neck." He instructs, his hands tightening on your thighs as you comply. "Good girl.". You smirk and do as he wishes. He grins mischievously, his hands sliding up to your bottom and lifting you up. He wraps your legs around his waist once more, backing you against the wall of the train compartment. He kisses you deeply, his hips rocking against yours in a slow, torturous rhythm. "You feel that?". "Yes I do Remus" you say out of breath from the hard, possessive kissing. He grins against your lips, his hands bracing you against the wall as he continues to rock his hips against yours. "That's just a taste" he murmurs, kissing along your jawline towards your ear. You moan at his words and his soft lips on your jawline. He bites your earlobe gently before whispering in your ear. "I'm going to take you right here, right now, in this train compartment. No one will know, and I'll make sure you're so quiet, no one will ever suspect a thing.". You bite your lip and look at him with lust in your eyes. He grins wickedly, his eyes filled with desire. "You like that idea, don't you?" He murmurs, his hands tightening on your arse, pulling you even closer. "You want me to take you like that?". "Yes Remus.." you whisper in his ear. He lets out a low growl, his hips picking up speed as he rocks against you. "Alright then," he murmurs, his hand reaching between your legs to rub at your clit. "But you have to be quiet, okay? Absolutely silent." You nod "yes..Professor". He smiles to himself, his hand still rubbing your clit as he pushes his pants down just enough to free his hard member. He positions himself at your entrance and looks into your eyes. "Remember, quiet," he reminds you before thrusting inside you in one swift motion. Your face contorts with pleasure and you moan a little too loud. He covers your mouth with his hand, his eyes warning you to be quiet as he starts to move inside you. His thrusts are steady and deep, his fingers still working your clit as he drives you towards the edge. You start moaning against Remus' hand. His eyes flash with a warning as he increases his pace, his hand tightening over your mouth. "Not a sound," he hisses, his breath hot against your ear. He feels you clamp down around him, your body tensing as you get closer to the edge. "Not...yet...". The train suddenly stops making Remus push himself harder inside you making you release. He grunts softly, his own control slipping as you clamp down around him. He buries his face in your neck, muffling his own groans as he finds his release. He stays like that for a moment, catching his breath before slowly easing out of you and helping you down. "Shh,". He helps you get dressed, his fingers brushing over yours briefly before he gathers his own things. He takes one last look around the compartment, making sure they didn't leave anything behind before leading you out and onto the platform. He watches you go, a small smile on his face before he turns and makes his way to the staff room. He spends a few minutes composing himself before joining the rest of the staff for the welcoming feast. Professor Lupin arrives at the feast, a bit late but looking perfectly composed.

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