single dad. [ heejake]

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Heeseung POV:

I woke up with ni-ki crying. I got up and rubbed my eye.

I scoffed and saw he was crying because of jungwon. "Really jungwon your 7 and he's 3" I sighed. "... Sorry daddy" jungwon said  "say sorry to ni-ki" I said walking to the kitchen. "Sunoo" I said, "what is it dad" he said. "Your birthday is today so here is a gift" I gave him a gift  "thanks dad!" He smiled. "Your finally 12" I ruffled his hair and gave him a kiss.

He chuckled.. "Daddy!" Jungwon ran to me. "What is it jungwon" I said. "Let's go to the park!" He said. Ni-ki walked to me. "Yeah!" He said. I smiled and picked ni-ki up.

I got dressed and walked outside.

Sunoo walked next to me..

I held ni-ki and jungwon held my hand.

We got to the park and they had fun. "Sunoo your not having fun with your brothers?" I asked, ".. Not really" he sighed. "Hey what's wrong kid" I said, "well.- I dont want to go school this girl.. She.. Bullies me" he said, "alright one day off" I poked his cheek. He laughed and kissed me.

He had fun with his brothers.

I smiled and took a picture.

"Bit weird that" a man said, "there my kids" I said. "How old are you" he asked. "28" I sighed. "Alright" he smiled. "Anyways you free some respectful kids" he said. "Who are you and get away from my kids" I said. "Ok.jeez I'm seungri" he said. I dirty looked him and got up. "Kids" I said.

Ni-ki ran to me. I picked him up and jungeon held sunoos hand

We got home.

I flopped on the sofa in relief.

I shut my eyes.

I heard a loud knock. I shouted coming.

I saw Sunoo smirk.

I looked at him. I smiled. "Don't think that" I said. I walked to the door.

I opened it and saw ni-ki 's school teacher. "Hello Mr Lee" she said. "Hello!" I smiled. "Ni-ki has been having some trouble in school" she said. "Like what" I asked. "Spelling" she said. "Maybe you don't teach him the right way and I will make him do it" I said shutting the door. "NI-KI" I shouted softly.

He ran to me. "Tomorrow your going school" I said.

He nodded.

Jungwon looked at me. "And you are too" I smiled squishing his cheeks.

"Daddy stop!" He whined.

I chuckled.

"Papa" ni-ki tugged my sleeve.

I bent down and looked at him "what is it~" he asked. "How was me a-an jungwonnie and noooo biwthed if you no giwlfwiend" he asked. "Who the fuck told him that" I said. Sunoo laughed. "Sorry dad" he said. ".. Sunoo no just no.. " I said..

"Ni-ki, I did have a girlfriend but when she had you she left" I explained. He nodded. "Okay!" He sat down and just played.

I smiled.. "Sunoo I need to have a word. " I stood up angry.

He swallowed.

I walked to the kitchen. "You can't tell your 3 year old brother where a baby comes from?!" I said aggressively. ".. Sorry.. Dad" he said. "He will forget!" He said. .. I sighed.. "Sunoo it's not that," I got cut off. "Then what is it" he shouted. "Don't raise your voice at me" I shouted. "... Sorry" he bowed. My grip got tighter. .

Thinking about her..

I started to tear up.

"daddy?" Jungwon walked in and saw me breaking down..

"Leave both of you" I said.. Sunoo left.. With jungwon..

I was crying thinking about her.. Why'd she leave me..

Sobs came out my mouth..

I sat on the kitchen floor breaking down..

I couldn't breathe..

I took deep breathes..

I got up calmed down. .

I wiped my eyes and walked back in the living room like nothing happened. I smiled and sat down. "... " Sunoo  looked at me

Ni-ki was loud..

I sat him on my lap.  "Dad" Sunoo walked to me. "... What" I said. "Why did you.. Cry?" He asked. "Your mother" I sighed. "... " he looked down.. "Im sorry dad" he said. I put ni-ki down. "Don't be sorry Sunoo" I said as I moved his hair. "It's not your fault that she left.. " I said. "Then what is it" he said. "... " I stayed quiet.. "Me." I said. "Why?" He asked. "STOP, ASKING QUESTIONS ABOUT YOUR MOTHER" I shouted.

He flinched.

I got up pissed off.

I called my therapist.

"Hello" I said walking to the kitchen..

T: hey heeseung glad to hear from you.
H: uhm.. Can I book a appointment for 6pm tomorrow please
T- sure you will be put with Me
H- alright..
T- what's the problem
H- I can't stop thinking about her and my kids they keep on talking about her.
T- alright we will get you booked

I smiled as I got myself booked In. . Just as the kids went bed.

It was 6pm today.

I picked ni-ki up as he fell asleep along with jungwon Sunoo wasn't asleep.

I put ni-ki in his bed and put jungwon in his. 

I went down and saw Sunoo.. On his phone. "Dad can I stay up tomorrow please! " he whined. "Fine" I said. "Get to sleep" I smiled as I kissed his forehead 

He nodded walking upstairs.

I smiled sitting down in my bed.

I put my tv on and saw the news.. .

Spiders?! RAT SIZED.  I looked around the whole house.

I checked up on the kids. Ni-ki was asleep. It was 12am.

I checked on jungwon. Asleep.

I smiled.

I looked in sunoos room. "Sunoo?" I whisper. He looked up I chuckled. "Go to sleep" I kissed his forehead and laid him down.

He shut his eyes.

I took his phone.. A boy texted him. I smiled as he was dating a boy.

I placed it down respecting his privacy.