BRIANS POV-
I watch my beautiful boyfriend dance about in the kitchen. His golden hair moves with him and his baby blue eyes are shining. He takes my breath away every time I look at him. I look at him and start to doubt myself. He's totally out of my league. He makes me look ugly. I also haven't come out as non binary yet to him. It's weighing me down. I find myself overthinking and zoned out. I snap out of it when I feel a hand on top of mine. I look down to see Roger concerning look plastered on his face. "What's wrong?" he asks me."Nothing, don't worry about it love." I say back and squeeze his hand. He doesn't look convinced but walks over to me and sits in my lap. He wraps his legs around my waist and kisses me softly. I kissed back and he licks my bottom lip, asking for entrance. I open my mouth slightly and let his tongue slip into my mouth. We kiss feverishly until he pulls away. He presses our foreheads together. "Are you sure there is nothing going on?" he asks me again.
I take a breath and spill my guts "I think I'm non binary. That's not all though. I can't shake the feeling that I'm not good enough for you. You're so beautiful and sweet and kind and just gorgeous inside and out. I'm not." I said with a shaky voice. His eyes are soft and comforting.
"Oh Brian, why didn't you tell me? And you are absolutely gorgeous. Who told you all of this?" he asked. I pointed to myself and his face drops.
"Oh, Bri, why do you think so badly of yourself?" Roger asked me. I shake my head and he pulls me into a hug.
"Promise me you won't talk about yourself like that again?" he asked me.
"Promise." I whisper as he kisses me softly.
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FanfictionThis is purely me being depressed and lonely. See for yourself...