BAD

Wanted

All I could think about is that night. They said there's something wrong with my brain, they said I'm not fully 'human'. That I don't deserve anything in this world and I think what's the purpose of living anymore. 

But actually what happened that night, I barely remember how I ended up standing on a bridge with my bare feet. What a peaceful night, and I looked down there when the breeze wind passed through my face, the salty smell.. yeah I remember how it smelled.

There's a part of me remember the smell so much, and I really want to reach it to feel it against my skin. Soon after, my hand reached out for something me myself didn't know what for. I can hear the sound of the sea, water splashing right under me and my upper body bended down. 

My heart did a little jump. I'm still a human after all. That's when I realized, I lose my balance.

It happened too quickly, I think my heart did stopped for one second when all of sudden, I felt a warmth of someone's arm wrapped around my frame tightly, holding me from falling.

"Hey..you alright?"

'Purity and innocence' what an ugly name, Lily? I just hope I don't even exist in this world.