When he left her, she collected her broken pieces of heart and secured it in the walls so high and deep that she thinks now, noone can tear down.
He is ready to bring those walls down and fix those pieces even if it means he bleeds in the process...
The thing we run away from that we faced in the past, will follow you until you face it in the present. I never believed it but now i am a firm believer of this fact.
I thought that i could handle everything, seeing him again, talking with him and it wouldnt make any difference. Also another thought i had was i dont love him anymore, his tears, his smile, his pain doesnt make any difference to me and now i know how fucking stupid i was. I was living in denial but the only way my heart knows to protect itself from breaking again is to deny everything and to create a bubble of delusions .
And the bubble had burst today, i woke up to a reality that i am fucked up and i was the moment i thought it wouldnt make a difference. Today when he was taking care of me, i forgot for a moment what he had done and i believed him that he cares for me, that i matters to him and i didnt wanted that moment to end. Because i saw the glimpse of my aarav again after a long time which i didnt want to let go.
But i couldnt forgive him for the torment he caused me and trust him again so its better for me to hide these emotions of mine deep in my heart where he wouldnt be able to reach again. I will attend the wedding and leave from here as soon as possible then neither i would have to see his face again nor i would feel like this again.
I just woke up from my peaceless sleep as we are leaving for shopping in 1 hour. I got inside the bathroom and showered with strawberry shower gel then i applied lily fragrance body lotion and wore my clothes. I decided to wear tank top with cargo pants, did low ponytail of my hairs. For makeup, i applied eyeliner and my nude lipstick, took my sunglasses then i was off to go.
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(Imagine her like this but with a low ponytail)
As i stepped out of palace, i saw aarav again standing with the support of his damn merecedes. His piercing gaze fell on me and a shiver passed down my spine. He was wearing a blue shirt this time which used to be my favourite color on him.
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(His look)
How could he look so damn handsome and hot all the time, the shirt moulds around him like a skin like it was made for him. Is it hot today or am i getting a temperature! Sweat collected on my brows and my cheeks must have turned crimson red. I feel the intensity of this heat in the other direction also.
