theres this boy that i feel inlove, in every month, i wanted to confess my feelings, but i was too afraid that he would reject me, the only person that knows i have a crush on him is my very long bestfriend.
her- hey, when will you confess to him?
me- you know i don't have courage to confess to him, you know that.
her- i know, but what if you have a chance on him?
me- that's impossible, i'm ugly, he's handsome.
yes, my bestfriend always say that i need to confess "take the chance or lose it?"
i add friend him on facebook, and he accept it, that's the time that i smiled, i first move and said "hey" but after that i said "i'm sorry, wrong send, it was for my best friend" and he said "oh, it's okay, wanna be friends?:)" and i said YES, our chats got longer and tells that this boy would be mine.
after months of being friends, it turns out we have the same feelings, we stop being friends and finally we became lovers.
my bestfriend was happy for me because the boy that i like, is finally mine.
her- OMJJ!!!, i'm so happy for youu!!, you two are meant for each other (with happy face.)
me- yes!!, thankyou for being there and didn't tell our only secrets, i appreciate you as my bestfriend for 10 years.
her- i'm always be here for you my best friend, no one can change it.
but it turns out, i wish i didn't meat him, i'm full of anger at him.
we almost at 5years if he didn't cheat, all the lies he tells me before, i know the truth now, but i cannot hate him to be honest, i loved him with all my heart, even though he hurt me so bad.
after 10 years, he chatted and apologized.
him- i'm sorry for all of my mistakes, i'm really sorry, we were almost in 5years, but i cheated, pls forgive me.
me- hey, i forgive you, i can't blame you for doing that, even though you're the one who broke my heart and broke all of my promises, your do unfair you know?, i was the one that was there, but why her?, why?, i gave all of what i have just to make you stay, but your the one who wasted it. ALL OF IT.
him- i'm sorry, i'm sorry for hurting you, promise i will changed my attitude i promise;)
me- okay, i still loved you, pls don't do that again baby.
him- yes honey, sorry for all i haved done, promise i will change for you.
after many months i found that he cheated AGIAN.
me- why?, why did you do this agin?.
him- don't you realize?, i just played your feelings, all of that "honey, baby" where fake, do you really think i fall in love with you?
me- why?, why are you like this?, i'm so dumb for being blind and thought you really loved me.
him- yes you are really dumb, i can't fall inlove with that ugly face.
(i didn't take it anymore, i ran until i didn't see there was a car.)
as i was full of blood, many people was concern and some people where shock, many people called the ambulance.
as i was in the hospital, i opend my eyes, and i cannot moved my left arm, and i can't moved my right leg either. As my aunt, uncle, cousins was with concern, my parents where crying.
and i said "mom, dad pls don't cry." and my parents said "what happen to you are princess?.."
i can't handle all of my emotions, i started crying.
my best friend found out i'm in the hospital she visited me, and asked what happened that's the time i tell her all of the story from the top. She was shocked and almost wanted to cry until she said..
her- bestie, i'm sorry, if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't be suffering this kind of situation.
me- what do you mean?
her- i introduced you to him with private message, but i didn't tell him that you wanted him, i'm sorry it's all my fault.
me- pls don't blame yourself, all of this is not your fault.
her- but still i'm sorry.
me- it's okay, pls stop crying (and wipe her tears.)
as time pass, i was doing okay, and my doctor finally set me home, and after years i became a successful doctor now i am called doc. emily..
as one of my patient wanted to have a check up, we both meet in the hospital and faced our faces and we both shocked and nothing even word we said.
him- h-hi doc.
me- it's you, what do you want?
him- i- i'm not feeling well and i have job to do.
as time passes i gave him the medicine, he finally got out my tears drop.
me- no, i can't cry.
as time passes, we passed each other and didn't talk and we became strangers with MEMORIES.
