Chapter 1

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  I flipped lazily through channels. One caught my eye, and I watched it for a minute, until a weird feeling in my belly made me jump up. 

  I held my hand up to my mouth, praying it would wait five more seconds. But when was the last time puke listened to you, eh? So no, it didn't work. It didn't care I didn't get the door open fast enough. Remains of breakfast went everywhere. About 1/12 went in the toilet.

  This has been happening for like four days. I'm starting to think this isn't a common stomach flu.... Did I? Could I? Was I? Were questions that were going through my mind. Could I? Was the most wanted-answered one.

             ~~~~A Little Over A Month Earlier~~~

  "I'm.... Going to join the marines..." Kendall said. His eyes had that cute mysterious glint in them. He wants a challenge. He wants to help. But I don't want to lose him.

  I've wanted to do this for a while. I leave in about a week." He reached out to touch my shoulder, to comfort me. I jerked my body away.

  How could he say that? Did he not consider how this would affect me? Did he not think to talk to me about it? I felt my eyes water, and the only place I could look was the ground. A look of hurt was in Kendall's eyes.

               ~~~A week later!~~~

   "Baby, I don't want you to go." I said as Kendall ran his hand through his hair.

  "Let's make the best of it before I leave with Logan tomorrow." Logan and Kendall were both joining together. At least they'll always have each others' backs.

  The moment was in slo-mo. One that I replay all the time. My hands found Kendall's hair, his found my waist. I felt myself getting lost in the kiss.

           ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

  A small tear rolled onto my cheek as I recalled that memory. Before I could help it, my whole face was wet and flushed. My uncombed hair clung to my forehead, my nose was running like crazy, and I wanted more than ever to hold Kendall. The next memory that I thought of made it much worse.

             ~~~The day Kendall left~~~

  Logan awkwardly tapped the pole in the middle of the airport. I hugged him, and told him to watch Kendall for me. He just laughed, and nodded.

  When I moved on to Kendall, his gorgeous green eyes lost all their sparkle. He was crying a little, too. As I embraced him, I never wanted to let go.

  "I'll see you soon," Kendall whispered in my ear. Yeah. Christmas, in six months, is SO close, I thought. But I couldn't correct him, because if I tried to talk I'd scream or break down, begging him not to leave.

  So I just nodded and looked at the ground. "Stay safe." I said as he walked away. I doubt he heard me, but I know he knew.

                             ~~~~~~~

   I was done crying, and now I know I can be pregnant. Now I just have to tell Kendall...

                                                      ~Kendall's POV!~

  "Posture!" Sg. Milde yelled. He was anything but that. This was harder than I thought it would be. I'm still in training, but next month I'll be out of that stage.

  "Give me 50 more, Schmidt! This isn't a place to daydream about unicorns and rainbows!" Milde teased.

  Logan chuckles, and Milde comes his way. "Somethin' funny, Henderson? Plan on sharing with the class?" 

  Logan grits his teeth, and gets up from his push-up position. "Yeah, I was thinking how I'm so much tougher than you, and I'm the one on the ground." He said, getting in Milde's face.

  Logan hits Milde square in the jaw. Milde hits him back, and kicks him to the ground. I jump on Milde's back, trying to get him off of Logan.

  I got hit in the eye and nose, by I don't even know who. The last thing I see before I pass out is my own blood running down my hands.

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