K E A
Why am i always in my feelings ? I wish i wasnt so sensative as i was because i hate crying in front of people, I just wish i had a mother to vent to or talk to. I dont have shit but the boys, Saquella, Leisha, and Asia, but who do i talk to wen im tired of them ?
"Sis wassup with you" Pooh said walking into my bedroom with a bag in his hand. I miss him so much, he's like the only person i can talk to that dont judge me.
"Im coo, just in my feelings. Whats in the bag" I sat up on my bed while i watched Pooh take off his shoes and climb in bed with me
"I got sum snacks, but why you in yo feelins" He handed me the bag and my favorite snacks was in there, i hurried and opened them.
"Me and Saquella got into a argument because me and Kash had sex, i told her and she said it should of been Calvin not Kash" I'm chewing on sum Sour Patches they real good
"Why u anit tell me about nun of it" Pooh asked while eating sum Jel Fruit Snacks
"I really been thrown off by everything, i really miss you tho" He laughed while i kissed his cheek
"Can i take a nap" Pooh asked
"You already kno u can, get cozy." I slid out of bed, put on sum shorts, and a tank top "Im bouta go next door, imma come back and take a nap with you in like 30 minutes. Love you" I kissed his cheek and went into the bathroom to brush my teeth, wash my face, and fix my hair.
"Love you too" Pooh yelled as i walked out the room
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I knocked on the door and of course Kashwan opened it
"Heey scrub" I said hugging him and laughing
"Sup dub, Kash in his room. Gone head back there" I walked passed Kashwan and of course fell on the floor because he pushed me. I laughed and headed to Kash room
"Heey boo" I said walking into Kash room. He was laying on the bed with his phone out, i climbed on top of him and laid down after i kissed his lips
"Sup ma" He put his phone down, wrapped his arms around my waist, and kissed my lips. I laughed and rolled on the side of him
"Kash quit, i have to tell you something" He stopped and looked at me
"Tell me den" He said and i smirked
"Im going to school to be a actor, this college in California called me and said they want me to come down there and do it" The smile that was on Kash face quickly faded
"Oh so you gonna do me like that, have you told everybody eles" He snapped
"Kash thats what i wanna be, im a grown ass woman i dont have to tell nobody shit" I said
"So when you leaving" He asked
"I dont know i have a week to figure out if i wanna accept it or not" I whispered
"I dont want you to leave me" He mumbled and i sat in his lap
"I dont wanna leave you either" I was getting emotional because i didnt wanna leave none of the family, but i wanna go to California and start my acting classes
"I dont even wanna talk about this shit" Kash said taking his phone out and scrollin down Instagram liking pictures. I held my tears back as i got out of his lap, putting my shoes on.
"Where u going" Kash asked
"Im leaving" I said wiping my eyes
"Nawl you anit, you gone be here with me" He snapped blocking his bedroom door
