The strings of destiny

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I hate myself for doing this , I hate myself  , beacuse of me she is in pain , broken bangle pieces are dugged in her skin , I know its paining her but still she won't conplain about it . How the fuch could I do this , the person i loved the most I am hurting that person just beacuse of my so called anger issues  .

What i was even thinking when I did this to her , why is have this anger issues in me . "Why " " why " ??  

"Sita , I am sorry " I said caressing her cheeks but instead of angry at me she cupped my face and kissed my nose.

"Raghav I know you will not do this Intentionally I understand you " she assured .

"Still this was not fair sita whatever was going in my mind I don't care but I shouldn't have done this to you or even with others I acn never even think of doing this in my dreams then how i didit how " i said in a annoying tone , I am getting irritated on myself  how the fuck I can do this didn't the saw the pain in her eyes ? .

"Come lets get it cleaned and aid " I said getting up from chair.  She was about to leave but I carried her in my arms , I have troubled her enough now no .

"Raghav put me down what are you doing "she asked making a pout , ooh god control Raghav , I told to myself .

"Carrying you in my arms you kust be tired from morning because of me "  I declared getting out of study room  .

I reached our room and kept her on bed bringing a first aid box , I sat Infront of her .

"Sita it will pain "I warned her and the  colour of her face changed  looking at her I could say she was sacred I know she can't bear a little face . But how she even managed to stay quiet when bangles broke on her wrist .

She nodded her head but her eyes became teary I took her wrist and slowly picked a dugged piece of bangles , sita tightly clutched my shirt on shoulder and closed her eyes. 

"Breathe sita , breathe " I whispered as she was breathing heavily due to pain . I cleaned her wrist and banded it properly her head was on my shoulder  .

"I am sorry sita " I whispered kissing her hair but she hugged me amd I hugged her back .

"Its fine I know you didn't did it intentionally and about your anger we will control over it with time " she said with a smile how can a person still smile after getting this much pain from their life partner?? . I asked myself  .

"Aren't you hungry " I asked and she looked at me nodding her head , I chuckled at her cute face and kissed her cheeks she blushed  .

"I will be coming back in few minutes " I said and got up from bed to bring our breakfast , tho its time for lunch but for us its breakfast .

I went down and found everyone sitting on dinning room except verma and aarohi . Maa stood up from couch and came to me .

"Raghav what happened  beta " maa asked and I could clearly guess the tension in her voice .

"Maa don't worry we will clear out everything about aarohi and verma "I calmly said kissing her forehead. 

"Raghav I believe you do whatever you want but please don't let your sister suffer in this , whatever happened in the morning has effected her too much she has locked herself in the room "  maa said i got worried about her but what i have decided for her will sue away her every problem I want my sister to be happy I can't see tears in her eyes .

"Maa don't worry let her be alone for sometimes she needs time now amd i will not disappoint anyone I only wants my sister 's happiness "  I said and maa hugged with a smile .

"Are you sure Raghav  " dad questioned  giving me a dangerous look .

"Yes dad "  I said .

"Now stop crying maa "  I wiped maa 's tears and made her sit on couch giving her a glass of water .

"Where is verma "  I asked with everyone .

"Abhinav went to his home , we even stopped him to go but inspite of his health he didn't stop " bhabhi informed " okay first I will talk to him about everything how can he even hide something like this from me " I thought . Getting towards kitchen. 

Taking our breakfast from kitchen I went to our room but she was not on bed . Keeping food tray on table I shouted to her .

"Sita where are you "  I shouted but she didn't answered  I searched for her in closet washroom but she was nowhere " where did she went " I thought rubbing my nape .

But after a minute she came out of closet , she was looking tired and exhausted  .

"What happened,  why are you looking tired , is it paining too much "  I went on asking questions  but she just hugged me I felt me shirt wet .

"I am fine Raghav don't worry , you know people says only girls speaks like non stop radio but they didn't met you yet "Did she mean I speak too much .

'I kissed her. Without warning, without permission. Without even deciding to do it, but simply because i couldn't have done anything else. I needed that breath she was holding. It belonged to me, and i wanted it back.'

She was taken aback but soon responded to me i smirked and picked her in my arms still kissing her madly , I lost sense while kissing her her lips are so addictive I can't stop , I don't want to stop ever .

"Did you called me a non stop radio " I whispered biting her ears her eyes were closed .

"Look at me sita I am asking something answer it "  she opened her eyes her cheeks were red . She just shook her head turning on her left side I was over her .

"Lets eat or else it will be time for evening snacks soon "  i said getting up from bed , I stood near table taking food tray she sat straight adjusting her saree . And sat beside beside me on couch we had our food in a complete silence. 

"But still i was hungry , but not for this food something else what is only mine to eat " .

Still i have to wait for the give ourselves more time .

"Take rest and don't worry about anything  I have to go somewhere I will be back soon "  i said wearing my coat .

She expressions changed as if she don't want Me to leave .

"Hey i will come early today "  I cupped her face kissing her hair .

"Its okay i understand , I understand  whatever you do is for us , for our family and I am always with you " isn't my wife is so understanding and mature , the way she understands me no one could ever .

Even after whatever happened in morning she is with me , Instead making me understand  everything  .

" this is the thing that makes her different from the world " .

"My understanding biwi " .

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