Dare To Date

Chapter 2~

Zayden~

I was staring at her-- blonde hair, perfect emerald eyes, her beige skin was glowing from the sunlight coming inside from the window

I was zoning off in class thinking about my life. I hated my parents for making me bully her. How the fuck is that gonna effect her to not take the next throne to her dad's business?

I didn't mean to hurt her at all. I had to! If I didn't, my dad would kill her. I simply couldn't let him do that. If only you knew how I actually feel about you Aurora. It's all because of my parents.

They hurt me with anything they can find if I don't listen, even for the silliest reasons. I feel pathetic that I can't stand up for myself. Instead, I started having sex almost every day to take my mind off of things. I just did it for lust and pleasure.

Since childhood I never got the love and affection I craved for. I was just so jealous seeing others spent time with their family. It made my blood boil when I realized I can't do that.

I saw Aurora stand up and answer something but I was too immersed in my thoughts to think about anything else.

I finally came to my senses when the teacher called me.

"Zayden can you repeat what Aurora said?"
"The thing she said, I told you, she's always correct"
"And what was that 'correct' answer?"

I just stood there not being able to answer nibbling on my lips.
The whole class burst out laughing while Aurora was giving death glares to me.

"She just said it, I'm sure everyone heard her," I frowned.

Before the teacher could say anything else, the bell rang and I couldn't be more grateful.

I brought my hands to forehead, trying to push away negative thoughts and sat down.

It's true, I don't Bully her anymore, I did only in middle school, and I'd be dead by now if I bully this Aurora. She was a totally different person four years back, physically. She is popular, A-Grade student who got the best actress awards for two highschool years for drama and top-student title.

It would take just one second for my father to kill her if he gets to know I don't 'bully' her anymore. And I'd do everything for him not to know.

"Hey, asshole," Her voice.
I knew it was me, it had to be me.

I looked up and at her, standing by the door of the classroom.

"Field today, after school. Without anyone," She said and walked outside.

She's gonna smack me in the head or something.

If it was one girl I would never be able to fuck; it's her.

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"What do you want?" I faked a yawn and brushed my hair away from my forehead.

My hand straight went to her wrist which had

"Same question goes for you," She rolled her eyes and said.

You. "Cut the crap, I don't have time," I said.

"Why did you do that this morning?" She furrowed her eyebrows and I looked down at her.

Gosh she looks too cute like that.

"Be specific," I said.

"Why did you tell Julian to apologize? He's your best friend, isn't he?" She said.

Only if she knew how much I hate that motherfucker for doing shit to her.

"You...I don't know, stop asking me, I did a mistake telling him to do that," I scoffed at her.

"You act sus sometimes," She tilted her head the slightest to the left and said.

"Sure, whatever," I rolled my eyes and turned back to leave.

If only you knew how much I love you, you'd understand why bullying you and making you hate me was the best option out of the ones I had.