Dear diary - A Scorbus/ Scorpius Malfoy Fanfic

4: Her death

My mum died, no really my mum died.
I have no idea how to tell Albus, there's currently a bunch of screwed up pieces of paper because I've been trying to send a letter I just don't know what to say.

My body's shaking right now at the thought. Of. Everything. Like I don't want to go back to school without mum there to see me off to the train or not have her letters come a bit too often. Or nautical to do anything at all. I've been avoiding Dad and he has me, for no reason at all. I REALLY NEED A DAMN HUG... I couldn't sleep last night...

I swear I am falling into depression...
But I must ALWAYS BE HAPPY (bottle everything up, although mum said that was never a good idea, but oh well) . I am currently crying... Just for the record if I get to the train station and Albus doesn't turn up. I'll kill him. (No why would I, he's a literal cinnamon roll)

A currently smiling though the pain
Scorpius.