How we used to be

1 : how we used to be

                We used to be so happy . Always together, always happy with our baby twins , named Dante and Mariah . But jaylas jealousy ruined it all .

Kali pov

I wake up to the sound of one of my babies crying. i rush to get out of bed so i can stop one from crying so the other one doesn't start crying . Javon would usually help me but he's been oddly distant towards me and the kids . But i can't worry about that right now, "What happens mama." I say as i pick up my daughter who was crying . My daughter is a spitting image of javon, and my son is a spitting image of me. Now, holding my daughter have singing a lullaby to make her fall asleep in comes javon asking what's wrong . I said, "nothing she just woke up crying"

"Oh ok , what about this lil guy" he said. talking about my baby boy who was sound asleep, "he's been slumped" . Once my daughter is asleep i put her back in her crib and head back to bed with javon.. something i use to love but now it seems as though we are just two people sleeping in the same bed. Javon used to be so affectionate, always buying me flowers or nice jewelry. But a while back he stopped doing that. I miss how we used to be we use to be so in love we couldn't get enough of each other . I'd give my all to go back to those time's.


I used to think it was cause i gain weight during pregnancy, but javon reassured me that no matter how much i weight he loves me regardless. But now i know it's not me that's that whole problem . It's the issues between me and Jayla...

( heyy, thank you for reading the first episode i hope you like it will be trying to update the book as much as possible!! also thank you to @yourmom1980 for giving me the inspiration for this book. please go check out her book about Javon it is so good! Anyways got to go now love u lots ., G💓)