"Boy you can put me on you like a brand new white tee I'll hug your body tighter than my favorite jeans I want you to caress me like a tropical breeze And float away with you in a Caribbean sea.... Touch my body, put me on the floor Wrestle me around, play with me some more Touch my body, throw me on the bed I just wanna make you feel like you never did".
-Mariah Carey, Touch my body (2008 ,E=MC2)
Me and Javon used to be so in love . touch my body by Mariah Carey used to be our song.. Now i just listen to it and cry. i try so hard to bring back the spark with javon , but it's evident he's mentally checked out of this whole mess. I wish on everything that things were different. It's not his fault. the problem is between me and Jayla, but he's getting shit from everyone.
FLASHBACK
Y/N pov
Today is September 13th at 5:00 am. I just woke up from my beauty sleep, i walked all the way to the nursery to see my beautiful babies. they were still sleeping obviously. i looked at both of them in their cribs in awe. having kids had been a struggle for me snd Javon. i had 2 miscarriages before we got graced with our angels. You feel a different kind of happiness when you hear the heartbeat of your babies. you also feel a different kind of pain and sadness when you go to your next checkup,and you hear nothing. I had to bear that happiness and pain twice. So when i found out i was pregnant again, i decided to stop singing, performing or even going to out. I did everything possible to make this pregnancy happen. Once i had my babies i felt so happy. Motherhood is something i wish everyone will experience.
It is now 7:30 am i just finished showering. Javon woke up around 7:45, while i was drying my hair with my towel to not wake up the kids. I had already put on my sweats and one of javon's shirts. He walked in without his shirt and his pajama pants. he walked up to me and put his arms around my waist. he tried to kiss my check. But i put my hand to his face and said, "baby please wash your teeth first." he looked at me and chucked while saying, " okay princess, whatever you say." and kissed my head while getting his toothbrush to brush his teeth.
it's now 10:00 am. I was watching my kids sitting on the floor playing with toys and watching Grande y pequeño. That show was my favorite as a kid so i felt nostalgic and happy seeing my kids like it too. Javon came and sat with the kids "sinceee your here im gonna go get ready for the day okay?" i said while smiling like a little kid. " okay princess but don't take to long." i just hummed okay and ran to get ready. i had been keeping a secret from everyone except my team today. the drop of my first album since leaving the worst music company in the world! i wanted to suprise everyone by just dropping it without no promotion or anything. kind of like beyonce with her self titled album!
It is now 12:45 and i had just finished getting ready. of course i took some pics because i looked good .
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Anyways so then i walked down stairs and went to see my kids no where and seeing javon on the couch. i then asked him, "uhm, where the fuck are my children?"to which he replied, "OUR children are taking there nap." he said while smiling with sarcasm. "okay diva 🙄" i said as i rolled my eyes, and went to sit down next to him. " oh you wanna roll your eyes huh ?" he said as he started getting closer to me. then out of nowhere. he started ticking me. i then started giggling cause he was ticking me a little too hard. once i told him to stop we were cuddling on the couch until. a notification on his phone popped up.
KH4eva. now NEW KALI ALBUM "ETERNALLY" SURPRISE DROP
he then did a confused face and looked at me and i said, "what?" looking all innocent. " you dropped an album?" to be completely honest i forgot about it.. "oh yeah forgot about that" i said and he just started laughing. "what so funny?" i said , to then this diva 💜 replied with, "how do you forget your gonna drop and album" then we both started laughing.
1:05 pm.
out of nowhere javon had reached like 6 messages from jayla , 1 from DJ , 3 from jess, 1 from daelo and 2 from jaden. they all had this family group chat and i thought nothing of it until i saw the messages.
ONWARD TRIBE
cookie🍪 what the fuck. kali just dropped an album on the same day im releasing premonition 10 year anniversary version. is this a joke. like what in the actual fuck is wrong with her. like this was supposed to be my day.
Dad ❤️ seriously !! that's not cool.
Mom ❤️🩹 omg no way!! that's not really nice. maybe she forgot?
cookie🍪 mom i don't think she'd forget . she's probably tryna one up me.
jdub🧍♂️ oh damn. is the album good?
daelo👦 as of rn yes!
1:10.
javon showed me the messages and i had remembered that jayla said something about a song but i didn't think she was gonna drop it anytime soon.
1:15
at this point i had to check my phone to see the stats of the album and tell me why i had 650,000 streams in only 15 minutes?! jayla had posted that her song was dropping in 15 minutes on insta so i of course reposted it. i also reposted my album cover and the tracklist after posting hers tho. instead of saying thank you she just hearted it.
1:30
Jayla had sent me a message and of course i read it.
Jayla 💖
Jayla 💖 hey kali, congrats on the album ! i see it's already doing really good but. Why did you drop it the same day i was gonna drop my FIRST singles anniversary?
Kali 💓 Hey thank you so much ! and i was gonna actually text you earlier but i got caught up in stuff. First off congrats on your anniversary! and second i was to apologize i completely forgot that the album was dropping today and i also completely forgot about your song coming out. i'm truly really sorry.
Jayla 💖 Thanks for the apology , and it's all good so happy for both of us 💖!
i just hearted the message because Mariah had woken up and started crying. So i went to obviously help her go back to bed by rocking her. And i thought everything was fine until about 2 days later .
