writers life pt 2 (We Need To Talk)

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🎵- it's time to learn about the dumba** who takes so f**king long to write things because they have other sh** to do it real life!:D da da- da- da da da- Bum-!🎵

Ima be real with everyone. Writing is not really my "true passion" if I could put it that way. I just lose motivation sometimes. I see it more as a Hobbie than anything else.

I have to confess. . .

I have other interests other than total drama

*DRAMATIC AUDIENCE GASP!*

I know I know I know. But it's true. Shocker.

But if I'm being serious, I have to admit i can get bored sometimes while writing, and I don't wanna write something that's dull, and believe me I have written dull things!

One thing about me is that I LOVE consistency and a smooth pace when it comes to storytelling. What I don't like it when things are rushed to hell. For example, I didn't like Hazbin Hotel that much because it was rushed to the whole war on heaven thing.

When I posted that ANNIVERSARY OF SCARY GIRL X ZEE I just thought I could write something quick to finished the chapter and move on to the next. But when I finished writing it, all of it was rushed. Characters' feelings changed drastically, things that didn't make sense happened so the plot can move forward! And O M G THE SPELLING MISTAKES! EW! I HATE IT WHEN I DO IT!!

Sure, I could've posted it, but that's like serving a cake that's half baked and taste bland. I SHOULD KNOW I COOK AND BAKE!! And let me tell you, It doesn't taste like anything, it's a plate of nothing! I don't wanna do that to you guys. I don't wanna make you feel like you guys waited MONTHS for something bland, oh hell nah, ima be like Gordon Ramsey up in this b**** when it comes to writing. I ain't serving something that's bland, that's right, I've see all of hells kitchen and kitchen nightmares! I f**ing love those shows! WHAT THE F*** AM I TALKING ABOUT!?!?!?

oh, right writing. I only write when I'm in the moment, when I feel the passion. Because if I'm going to do something, I'm going to do it right. But then you get that little voice in your head, "Is it good enough?" "Am I taking too long?" "Is everything worded correctly?" "Are people losing interest because I'm taking so Long!?" "Should I do a different story!?" "WHY AM I TAKING SO LONG!?"

It's not a good feeling. I can tell you that much. But I know there are people who understand. There are people who are willing to wait. But I don't want to make it feel like everyone wasted their time.

I'm not giving up though. Yeah I have other interests and things to do in life, yeah I have a job and school to go to, and yeah I have family problems that need to be taken care of. . .

But with all of that, I can still find a way to write this story. I love the story I made in my head and I wanna share it with all of you.I said it before and I'll say it again, I am not abandoning this story, even if it takes me Years, I'm gonna finish it. I'll try to keep you all updated. And Happy late ANNIVERSARY!

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 02 ⏰

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