MAFIA'S HOSTAGE HUSBAND

chapter 8

As i rushed in the bathroom, i knelt down in front of toilet, the urge to vomit overwhelming me once again, i felt weak after i was done ,i wiped my face and looked myself in the mirror.

Suddenly there was q knock and Jungkook voice came through the door

Jk:hey are you okay in there?
I ignored him not in the mood to talk with him

When Jungkook heard no response

Jk: I'm coming in

He opened the door and saw my disheveled appearance
Jk: hey are you okay

He approached me cautiously mixture of concern and guilt on his face

Tae: just throwing up

Jk: you look tired and pale, maybe you should lie down and rest

Tae: don't act like you care
I mumbled

Jungkook clenched his jaw, clearly annoyed by my attitude
But there was a hint of concern in his eyes

Jk:Dammit can you stop saying that, I'm not acting, I'm not fooling you,i just don't like you ...... this weak and sick

Tae: yeah because i can't satisfy you with this weakness

Jungkook irritation flared at my blunt comment,but at the same time his heart ached at the truth of my words

Jk:is that what you think...that i only care about your body,and if you're not feeling well you're less valuable to me ?

Tae: yes

Jungkook felt a pang in his chest as i confirmed it, his eyes darkened with a mixture of anger and ........... sadness

Jk: you think all you are to me is a body to satisfy my needs ?is that how little you think of me?

I kept quiet, Jungkook then remembered the morning scene where i sucked his fingers and then throwed up

Jk: wait ,it means I wasn't the cause of your throwing up in the morning ......or was i ?

Tae: you are the reason of all my miseries

He came closer to me held my face in his hands

Jk: i know I've caused you so much pain but i never intended on doing that,i never wanted you to feel that you life was nothing..

I pushed him back hard , cursing him
Tae: stay back you fucker

Hearing me cursing him was the final straw, Jungkook temper raised up,his anger boiled over,no one had ever talk to him like this,let alone someone who was under his control

Jk: HOW DARE YOU TALK TO ME LIKE THAT YOU UNGRATEFUL LITTLE...................
His voice was risen ,every word dripping with furry, Jungkook anger was reaching a boiling point,his hands raised ready to strike ,but as he looked at my face,seeing the defiance in my eyes, something made him to stop himself

Jk: GOD DAMN IT

He let out a frustrated growl,and lowered his hand unable to make himself to hit you

Suddenly Jungkook phone ringed,the tension between us was momentarily interrupted,he reached in his pocket and pulled out his phone, picking it up

Jk:okay yeah I'm coming

He then looked towards me with a cold glare

Jk: i have to go there's something important

Tae: then go why you're telling me

Jk: I'm just letting you know dammit

He said under his breath and ,and left me in the bathroom slamming the door loudly..

I was feeling really weak the whole day i just kept throwing up no one was at home except his one member jimin, bodyguards,maids

Today i ate my dinner in the room only,as i was feeling weak to go down, Jungkook wasn't going to come home today night,i layed on the bed peacefully knowing there is no Jungkook,means no sex tonight,j was relaxed after one whole month today I'll sleep peacefully without being intimate..

But during the night also i woke up many time and ran to the bathroom..

On the other hand Jungkook after winding up his business went to his pent house as the mansion was quite far away from where he went so it was already late Jungkook with his mens went to the nearby penthouse as they were very tired and exhausted..

Jungkook entered his room and lay on the bed thinking about taehyung

JUNGKOOK THOUGHTS:
I can't, I can't be weak for him, I can't let him affect me I'm the leader the boss, the one in control, I can't and shouldn't be fallen for him dammit......why does he have to he so stubborn? So irritatingly stubborn ... I won't let him make me weak like this...and I'll make sure of it

The next morning came soon and everyone left to go to the mansion, Jungkook then entered his room seeing me sitting on the couch reading some book

Jk : you're awake?

Tae: no I'm sleeping with my eyes open

Jungkook clenched his jaw at my sarcastic remark,it irritated him how i always had a response for everything,he took a step closer to me saying in his cold voice

Jk: see I'm not in the mood to fight with you okay

Tae:as if I'm dying to argue with you

Jungkook irritation grew at my continued defiance,he took a few more steps closer standing in front of me,he spoke through gritted teeth's

Jk: you seriously need to learn some respect, I'm getting tired of your this attitude

I looked at him and said casually

Tae: divorce me then

Jungkook jaw ticked at my abrupt words,he couldn't believe what was he hearing,it was like i was deliberately trying to provoke him,to push his buttons

Jk: Divorce huh?you really hate being with me that much

Tae: so much

Jungkook felt a mix of anger and his ego,he couldn't believe i hate to be with him when many people die for his attention

Jk: why? What the hell did i do to you ? I gave you a place to live ,gave you my name,gave you everything,every dress every jewelery, gave you respect

Tae: you forced me , kept me a hostage,married me forcefully,had sex with me daily without my consent

Jungkook anger flared as i pointed out his past action,he knew what he done was wrong but his pride stopped him to admit it, refusing to show weakness or vulnerability

Jk: i did what i needed to keep you with me ,i need to keep you under my control,and you were the one that offered yourself to me remember sweetheart?

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