Aziyat

9

Present...

She sob clutching her dupatta near chest sitting on floor.... resting her head on wall

His words from that day ring in her mind

That scene is running Infront of her eyes like a movie scene

" Wo karna mere liye jaruri tha "

" Tum itni bevakoof kaise ho sakti ho"

" Tumhare tayaabbu ne ye decide kiya tha"
" M tumhe abhi isse jada kuch nahi bata paunga"

Her breaths get uneven

Sudden blurry vision appear Infront of her eyes

N she hold her head.....

She need water

N her eyes fall on the table where water full of jug is placed

She so wish in that moment to have someone beside her to help her with panick attack but she is aware of her reality n that is she is alone...she have to fight her own battle....alone...

Since childhood she is managing this n now she is master in living alone without anybody's help....

Struggle to stand but so somehow manage n reach near table

Filling that glass she sit on chair n take sip of water to calm down her nerves... throbbing nerves of her brain

She clutch that glass tightly in her hand n pray silently to her god... begging to him....to just reduce her this pain which suddenly occur in her head.....this panick attacks sometimes make her feel actual death....

After sometime taking grip on her breathing she slowly open her swollen red eyes

N that directly fall on her hand which is holding that glass

She lift her right palm while shivering n her eyes again filled

Shehnaaz :- muze ye nahi krna chaiye tha i am sorry sidharth

She cover her mouth n that scene happened just few hours ago run Infront of her eyes

Shehnaaz :- again see her palm closely n utter

Why u r not listening to me..just for once....kabhi kuch nahi manga mene aj tak kisi se bhi.....aap pehle shaqs ho jisse m kuch mang rahi hu aur aap dene k liye razi nahi hai....dur q nahi ho jate aap muzse......apka mere kareeb aana apko barbad kr dega sidharth......jo m bardasht nahi kr paungi.....

She rest her head on chair n sigh looking ceiling

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In flight.....on some classy chair of business class he put his one ankle on his other knee...sit like a king...he put aside his earphones and tablet on which he was watching his wife through cctv

Sidharth rest his head on seat n sigh....he just watched how she was crying looking towards the same plam which she raised on him few hours ago....

His heart churn badly looking her sobbing like small scared kid.....

"Why u r not listening to me..just for once....kabhi kuch nahi manga mene aj tak kisi se bhi.....aap pehle shaqs ho jisse m kuch mang rahi hu aur aap dene k liye razi nahi hai....dur q nahi ho jate aap muzse......apka mere kareeb aana apko barbad kr dega sidharth......jo m bardasht nahi kr paungi....."

Her voice when she said this sentence is ringing in loops in his mind....

Sid's pov

"M bhi toh sirf yehi ek chiz nahi de sakta tumhe shehnaaz.....iske alawa puri duniya mang le....tere kadmo m rakh sakta hu....sirf yehi ek chiz nahi ho payegi muzse......nahi reh paunga tumhare bina