── hits different ──

★ my mind screams it's wrong (!)

"Have you ever kissed a guy?" Satoru asked out of nowhere, and Suguru had to stop sipping on his coffee when he heard his question. It's not like Suguru's not used to his weird way of speaking and questioning things. But being asked a question like that in eight in the morning is really strange.

"What the fuck do you mean by that?" Suguru answered with a question and Satoru's face formed a pout. "I mean, how does it feel like to kiss a guy? I bet it's different from kissing girls." Satoru bit on the strawberry and licked the excess juice on the side of his mouth. And Suguru's eyes just had to trail on it.

He sighed and took another sip of his coffee, he was starting to form a headache right now. "It's just the same, and why are you asking these? It's making you look interested."

Satoru took those words as an offensive one and crossed his arms, his head now resting on Suguru's shoulder. "I'm not interested! And how do you say that it's the same?" Satoru now stared at him with those big doe blue eyes, and Suguru had to look away. It was kinda intense even though they've done this a lot of times, maybe because of the topic. He was feeling kind of strange.

"I just guessed." Suguru simply shutted down the conversation and Satoru was left there-devastated. He just stood up and went to the kitchen, coming back later with a bowl of strawberries and cream. His loose shirt lifting a little when he sat back down again, and Suguru swore he felt blood rush north when he saw Satoru's stomach. Satoru simply shrugged at him and stuffed his face with the snack he got.

No words were exchanged after the weird topic earlier, the corny reality show they're watching was getting boring. He still remembers Satoru dragging him out of bed just to watch these, he doesn't really know how could his best friend like these kind of shows.

His mind kept drifting off what had Satoru asked earlier, and it even made him question himself too; is he even straight? He knows he had slept with countless of women, but it's his first time actually being attracted to a guy-his best friend for a decade, actually. It's weird. Suguru doesn't have a problem if he's gay or not, but he's just confused. Why now? Why was he discovering this just now?

Suguru finished his now-cold coffee while thinking of those, it just wouldn't leave his mind right now.

Suguru had just finished his leg day and is now heading home, but before that, he had bought Satoru his snacks again. So he is carrying plastic bag filled with Satoru's favorite delicacies. When he arrived home, he saw Satoru in the living room, laying down on his stomach while watching something on the television. Perhaps, it's those cringe reality show again. He sighed and placed the plastic bag on the kitchen counter, putting Satoru's snacks inside the cupboard.

"Did you bought sour patch kids?" Satoru asked from the living room. "I did." Suguru answered while still putting snacks inside the cupboard. Once he was done, he threw the bag in the trash can and walked over to the living room. Satoru was now laying on his back while scrolling on his phone, the topic on his phone must've been so interesting that he neglected his favorite show.

Curious, he leaned in and peeked through Satoru's phone. Suguru widened his eyes when he saw what was Satoru is watching. What the fuck-Satoru was watching gay porn. Satoru jumped from shock and nearly threw his phone, Suguru stared at him for a moment before grinning mischievously. "What're you watching, huh?" He teased, attempting to steal Satoru's phone but the taller man shoved his face with a pillow.

"Can you shut up!" He shouted-his face was colored in different shades of red. Suguru just grinned and with his strength, he finally snatched the phone from Satoru's hands. He opened the phone and his grinned slowly turned into a smirk. He didn't know Satoru liked watching these, or maybe he was just curious and watched one. Either way, he was having fun teasing Satoru's tomato face right now.