𝙁𝙍𝙀𝙉𝙕𝙔. | Sim Jaeyun

𝙋𝘼𝙍𝙏 𝙊𝙉𝙀

sim jake x afab reader

minors dni

wordcount: 33k (part two: 14.2k)

genre: stalker au, dark fic, slow burn, smut

content tags: switch!stalker jake, he is gross but on a plus side he's got a big shlong, obsession, panty stealing/sniffing, toothbrush sucking, shower water tasting, jealousy, manipulation, past trauma involving sa of reader, reader is manipulated into being obsessed with him too, trauma, jake is very insane, he's thinks you need him to fix you, reader can be lifted and carried by him.

៸៸៸ !WARNINGS! there is intense trauma, past abuse, and conflict in this fic. It's dark with mentions of noncon and dubcon, and an instance where jake keeps going after reader faints. Everything is consenting between the two but only because he is manipulative and a bad person. if you can't handle it, don't read it.

៸៸៸ a/n: please remember that this is crossposted on tumblr! if you've read it elsewhere, it was probably still from one of my accounts :) 

nsfw tags for the whole fic, as in both chapters: masochism (jake), sadism (reader and jake), overstimulation, painful masturbation, praise, worship, dirty talk, blowjob, finger fucking, pussy eating, riding, missionary, mating press, standing up sex yayyyyy, huge giant fat cock jake, deep penetration, unprotected sex, implied breeding, choking, hair pulling, suffocation, cock warming, crying, begging, hate sex, hitting (m receiving), squirting

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It's been days since he left his apartment. The skin around his fingernails have been chewed up, his eyes are red and heavy with sleep, and he still can't bring himself to move from this spot. Disgusting as it may be, he loves it. It wasn't like this before but that doesn't matter too much to him right now.

The spot in front of his window has become his home within the apartment, a place where he can feel weightless and deserving of life's pleasures. The sun is more bearable like this, the moon is prettier, even the rain sounds better now. The windowsill is lined with empty cans and food wrappers, a pile of laundry has been sitting in the corner since he started settling in this chair, and it's gotten to the point now that nothing else in this apartment is of interest to him. Sleep comes easy in this chair too, so why move if he doesn't have to?

He knows his last load of laundry is slowly molding over from not moving them into the dryer days ago, he knows his food is slowly going expired, and he's aware now that bothering to wear clothes is pointless, they'll just make the laundry pile bigger. He needs no distractions from this view, save for a quick bathroom trip and sprint to the front door to pick up his food orders. Each moment spent away from this space after five in the afternoon is a waste to him.

How did he get here? How did he get to this point in his life? You. You're how he got here. It's your fault for moving into the apartment next door, your fault for accepting a space within view of his bedroom window, and it's your fault he waits all day for you to come home, learning your schedule day by day.

It started the day he forced himself out of bed. A Saturday afternoon. It was the first time he had the energy to do it after a month of barely moving, given that his recent breakup rendered him a shell of his former self. Recent to him anyway, it had been a year since she moved out, a year was like a day to him though. Time blurs when you're shifting between resentment and numbness, and he really would have figured he'd have gotten over that breakup by then but he wasn't. The words she last said to him resonated every minute of the day in his head, "he's my brother!", "you broke my phone?!", "you're fucking insane, Jake!"