Finding L.O.V.E

' First Heartbreak '

A 16 years old girl writing her Diary while crying her heart out.Love is very complicated. First heartbreak is obviously not easy to go Through.

Amy's Pov

I think love is not for me. I knew he's gonna break my heart but still i fall for him. I loved him but i guess it’s just not enough to make a person stay!

Phone ringing*

Amy:  Now who's that oh gosh!
Ella : Amy!  What's up with this behaviour?
Amy: what behaviour?
Ella : what happen to you girl? Just share with me.
Amy: *started crying* him and i broke up. I think my love is just never Enough for him.
Ella : That bastard again broke up with you? I told you not to go back to him again but you never listen to me... Now look you are crying for that ugly shit. I never liked him. Finally you are free. You should be happy!
Amy :But i love him ella.. I fucking love him.
Ella :ok we'll talk about that shit later. For now stop crying and i am coming to your house in 10 minutes just be ready we'll go and have ice cream.

Amy:i am not feeling good to have a ice cream. I Don't wanna go.
Ella: i am coming in 10 minutes. Be ready! See you soon! *disconnected*

Amy : i _shit!

Amy's pov

I think i should go it will make me feel better!

At the park

Ella : why are you being so quite?

Amy : nothing just thinking how to move on from him. You know what what he said!!
Ella : what?

Flashback

Alex : you know what love is not for you. You Don't deserve love. Look at yourself in the mirror. Fat,stretch marks all over body, acne scar is all what you have. How can i love you?
I Don't think i need you in my life anymore just get out from my life!
Amy : so if beauty is what all you need then why did you confess to me?why did you said that we'll get married one day.huh? Was it all lie?

Alex : yes! Everything was lie. Beautiful lies!!!

Flashback end

Amy :He said we were never meant to be together.
Ella : one-day you will find someone who'll love you like the way you always wanted and i am Pretty sure your mr gentlemen is probably waiting for you eagerly.
Amy : hahaha so funny🙄
Ella:funny but that's the truth.......

Will Amy ever gonna find his mr gentlemen?