Love at First Sight

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I can't seem to get out of my thoughts... Monica has been on my mind nonstop. Shes my best friend what is wrong with me ?? I just got cheated on by someone who I thought was in love with me but I can't help it... I don't like to be babied and Monica sure isn't about that I like her aggressive tough love and my oh my is she gorgeous... I'm gonna ask her to dinner tonight I've been coming up with ideas and things for us to do just so I could see her the past several weeks I hope she hasn't caught onto me... or maybe she has? and maybe she enjoys it too?

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Toni and Janet are literally the best friends a girl could have they've literally saved my life countless times and helped Malcolm and I both so so so much. They nursed me back to health again and have been the best aunties to Malcolm I just adore them more than anything. Malcolm and I are in the process of moving thanks to them too they've been so super duper helpful with every part of moving too! They helped me find the nicest cutest house for my baby boy and I. I'm sure gonna miss them but we need a fresh start and they promised they'd stay in touch and we'd both visit each other. It's Nigeria and Malcolm against the world now and I'm ready my baby boy is everything. I'm gonna make up for everything I put him through.

"Mama this house so big it's all for us?? just me and you mommy?" Malcolm is the sweetest he jumped in my lap to ask me that.

"Of course sweetie this is all ours and we're gonna have so much fun and get to make tons of new friends do any and everything you want baby how does that sound??"

"AMAZING!! I love you so much mommy yayayaya"
He was jumping for joy and the smile on my son's face makes everything worth it I would do it all over again just to see him happy. It's been a few days since I heard from the girls but we've been trying to get settled and they're planning a big family vacay so I'm not worried I'll give them a call later. Right now my son and I are gonna go enjoy the beach together.

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Janet and I have been superrrr busy it's been a few weeks since we got Nigeria and Malcolm settled into their new home which is just the cutest and so perfect for them. Nigeria told us she always wanted to wake up to see and hear the waves she's always loved water so of course we found her an adorable beach front property. I'm so incredibly proud and happy for her and Malcolm both. We all miss them but it's what's best for them they needed a fresh start and that's what they got. Janet and I have been spoiling the kids per usualllll Bryce and Megan are inseparable they've been living together for a little bit. It was hard but Janet convinced me to get her to go she deserves to be happy and live her life she's an amazing young woman and she's gonna do great things.

"Baby?? Earth to Toniiii hellloooo"

"Oh- oh sorry baby sorry I was just uhhh"

"Just whaaaa ? stressing again? Baby you got to stop that! We're good now, Nigeria and Malcolm are good, Bryce and Megan are good, Zae and Kai are good and thriving at that mama. I know we've had a rough year but it's time you relax and slow down and enjoy the fruits of our labor. We're going on this vacation and you know what it doesn't have to be 100% planned out we're going this weekend because you need to destress. It's not good for you and you know that. We've been working so much worrying so much it's time to relax and I'm gonna make sure you do so don't fight me either got it Michele?"

"G- got it baby... I'm sorry you're right you're right" The way this woman takes care of me wow. I couldn't ask for a better wife life partner best friend anything. I swear she knows me better than I know myself... I love her and my babies more then anything and she's definitely right I need to relax and so does she and the kids need to have fun we all do. So what the heck I'll put aside my planning and just go with the flow as long as I'm with my babies it'll be just fine.