random oc stuff

another pov song

Do you think I'm worth the effort for loving darling since you left I blame myself everyday I wanted to just smile to you yet you left me here to feel scared to feel mistrust in dances the real girl faded once you flew away I didn't want to lose ever carol told me people will love you regardless I question if was I a ghost to you did it mean anything did I even exist I just want to roleplay love I thought it will change my shattered you are never going back why keep hope i knew what lexy was asking about I didn't want to admit it hurt me still I guess it will stay a memory......