twisted damsel

how is all started

Aaron pov:

I was born to Jamey and Eli nauman,
They never had much money but they made it somehow at first,
My dad has beat me since I could remember.

When I was 6 I took I knife to my wrist because I couldn't handle the pain and confusion.
He would beat me and an hour later rub my back and tell me of how much he loved me.

He had me rubbing his feet as he kissed my mother,
He and my mother fought all the time, so when one of them ran out, I ran after them and brought them back because I never cared what happened to me as long as my sister and brother had there parents together.

When i was 7, we were homeless for the first time.
We had stayed at family promise in Pennsylvania for a few months until we went to go stay at my cousins house in Monticello Kentucky.

When we got out of Monticello we went to a hotel in bowling green Kentucky.

It was fine at first.

When I was 9 my father molested me for the first time and threatened to kill me if I told anyone, he would pick me up after school almost every day.

I was scared to tell my mom but all I said was that I wanted her to divorce him but she wouldn't because without him she had nothing other than a check every month for less than $900.

I started getting bullied in school because I used to live in Pennsylvania,
Because it had pencil inside of it.

My mom used to punch my stomach to make me stronger.

My dad was ex military and my mother was an orphan with half a brain from her childhood.she has a shunt.

My mom has sat on me and whipped me as punishment and has tried to throw me out when I was 6 years old.

I would crawl on the floor crying and asking why mommy and daddy never loved me.

My sister was spoiled,
If she wanted something she would say "I'm the middle child, I never get anything" and she would get it in a heart beat.

None of my birthdays were good because they either never had enough money or just went somewhere else acting like they had something more important to do.

I never had much because when we had money they would buy things for everyone else, but I got nothing.