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Journal 1

Audrey's Diary

My journal journey began abruptly, but Corey encouraged me to continue because he believed it would improve my mental health. I really don't know how to write or maintain a journal, but I still needed to express myself, and the best way of doing so was to write. Anything: stories, poems, diary, journal, summary, review. Corey said when a person writes, all the bad thoughts exit and they find a new way of peace. This journal is also given by Corey. A slick black leather journal with vintage coffee-dipped pages. This one also has a little rubber string attached in the back to prevent it from opening. y journal journey began abruptly, but Corey encouraged me to continue because he believed it would improve my mental health. I really don't know how to write or maintain a journal, but I still needed to express myself, and the best way of doing so was to write. Anything: stories, poems, diary, journal, summary, review. Corey said when a person writes, all the bad thoughts exit and they find a new way of peace. This journal is also given by Corey. A slick black leather journal with vintage coffee-dipped pages. This one also has a little rubber string attached in the back to prevent it from opening.

Maybe it's working a little because I feel all the tension drain out like sewage water whenever I think about what the next word should be. It's interesting how many people write about their intrusive thoughts about killing people and torturing them. I could never even think about torturing people or killing a single person. If I even hesitate to kill a bee, then how can I even write about killing people? Maybe they are too cruel for this world, or just I am too pure for this world.

Maybe I should introduce myself a little bit. But wait, this is my diary; why would I need to introduce myself? But maybe I should, because everybody does. So I'm Audrey Stele, daughter of James Stele, the 'Most Successful Entrepreneur.' That's what people call him, but I don't like it. Maybe he doesn't like it too. People always call me by his name, so to make my own identity, I debuted in the modeling industry to try my luck. Fashion, models, dresses, and shoes have always been a fascination for me, but I never got a chance to show my fashion or dressing to anyone. But then fate took a U-turn and chose to stay on my plate, so my try at modeling clicked, and I got to be in the Paris Fashion Week's fall collection. Luckily, I met their criteria to be in the fashion show, and apparently, 'My beauty and body was iconic.' That's when I got a hold of it, and it blew up my career in the modeling industry.

After 5 years here, I am with my own identity and a successful career. But I was broadminded, and in the search of a good hobby, I came up with the idea of starting my ballet again. My love for ballet was strong, but due to academic pressure from my mother, I couldn't continue it. But now that she is no more, my decision to start ballet again took a flow, and now I really wish she would have been here to watch me being a prima ballerina.

Everything worked out nicely, so now I'm happy with my career and my love, Aiden, my soon-to-be husband.

Nowadays I often feel a little distracted and depressed, so I am writing this journal on Corey's suggestion. Let's see if it works with my mental health or not.