Wasted Years(it Was Worth It)volume one

mama where is daddy????

"Yepeeee brother get in the water it's refreshing " a little girl yelled at her brother who was sitting calmly beside two other boy's.
It's been five years now since have gotten here and I was able to secure a good job for me and my kids even though it was really tough we were still able to make it through and I was grateful my kids were always obedient .
Staring at the little boy who had a blank and unfazed expression on his face made me smile ruffling his hair.
"Ji-min why don't you go join rouchu and soo yun in the water" I asked as the other two boys ran to me hugging me closely as I chuckled and hugged them back.
"Mama where is daddy"???? Yesi asked as the other two girls in the water came up and ran to me.
" mama all the kids in ji-min school bully ji-min that he doesn't have a daddy ,mama is that true"Ha-joon asked 
"Come on kids mommy has told you many times daddy was too handsome so he flew away like a dove" I said trying to take the topic away.
"Mommy we ain't kids any longer people don't fly away" ji-min said his voice toned with sadness.
"Yes mama brother is right" soo yun said sadly. I didn't know what to say and just stared at the kids in awe.
A call suddenly disrupted us and I ran inside picking the call.
"Hello shen rou"
Shen rou["mianmian when are you coming home "]
" shen r-"I was interrupted by what rouchu said.
"Brother maybe mama is angry with daddy and doesn't want us to see daddy ,we should just listen to mama and leave daddy alone" the little girl said sadly as the others nodded making me to feel hurt.
I clunched my clothe as a few droplets of tears fell from my eye's.
"Shen rou could you pick me up from the airport tomorrow" I asked my voice puffy.
["Really what made you change your mind so easily"]
"Rou rou it seems like no matter how hard I try the kids can never be torn from their father" I answered clunching my chest tight
["Okay but are you sure about this "]she asked her voice laced with concern while I just nodded my answer coming out as a whisper. Cutting the call I cleaned my eye's and walked to the kids bending before them with a smile.
" babies mama is bad ,mama lies to you can you forgive mama "I asked with pleading eye's
" mama can't lie without a reason mama always does things with reason so babies ain't angry with Mama "ji-min said holding my hands with his little hands as the others also nodded
" okay mama is grateful for that, mama is taking you back to Korea tomorrow "I announced as the children squirreled happily hugging me with their little arms
" mama we love you "they said in unison
" mama loves you too"I said ruffling each of their hairs as we stayed like that for some minutes before letting go of the them
"Alright let's go inside and tidy our things hmmm"I said standing up as the kids nodded running inside the house.
Somehow I knew this was a hard task but I didn't want my kids to suffer just because I was angry and irritated and I thought it was also time to face the Chang family.

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