Bepanah Pyar :- Contract Of Love

1.Divorce

Zoya pov
"I want a divorce"
His voice came to my ears sharp and painful at the same time. He is the same person whom I married for one year and he is her sitting on a luxurious coach, telling me to divorce on out 1st year anniversary.
Great.

And I thought he will love me after he will be comfortable.

"Okay"
"Where to sign?"

I just how I just gather myself to roll that words out my mouth when I'm feeling shit right now.
He didn't even touch me after the marriage.
And here I was making the hopes high?

"You really wanted this divorce badly isn't it? "

His audacity to ask me this question after giving me divorce paper to sign.

"You handed me divorce paper Mr. Aditya Agarwal. So it must be you are he one who badly want the divorce isn't it. Anyway I signed it. Sign yours. "

And he signed the papers and gave me to submit to office.

I went to my room.
Yes we lived across each other we never crossed our path.
I tried many a time to talk to him. Making walk out of his shell but no I was wrong.
He had a girlfriend that's what media says.
He is no more than rock and he turned my feeling into dust.

I regret loving this man for a year. Always waiting till 12am from dinner to just have one look of him of the day.
Always done his basic Requirement like. Giving him a total attire for a day,wallet, handkerchief.
I freaking left my job as a Surgeon for him.
Was I idiot to do that?
May be everyone is blind in love.

But i was a strong girl came from a middle class family with dreams and he crushed everything at once.
It's okay I'm getting freedom.
I ll find good earning job.
Find a little puppy to raise. As he don't like it any.

I went in my room and slept crying promising I'm not going a shed after this.
I packed my stuff in a suitcase.

So i went to my parents home.
Bell*

"Zoya oh my god I'm so happy to see you here, Beta how are you and you brought such a big suitcase everything is alright beta? "
Her concern cracked me up.
"I'm divorcee, I don't want him in my life again"

"It's okay come inside first"
I cried a lot my dad showed up he said he will send office the divorce paper I don't need to worry.

And I went to my room and slept

After waking at 12pm . First thing dod was sending a 30joining letter to hospitals.

"I hope I will move on from him"

Aditya Pov
"Zoyaa where is my suit? I'm not getting my wallet. Where is my c-"

She is not here. She will not come in the morning and scold me that everything is on place just I'm not able to get it.

That little thinking face that which combination will suit me better.
No she is not here.
Who will give me my coffee?
She used to make breakfast for me? That means it will also be not here.

I didn't want to divorce her.
But seeing her in crowd getting sad that she don't even get to see her husband twice a meal.
Who waits for her husband very night and sleeps hungry when I had a lunch out side.
I hate it but I can't do anything I want to secure our future But I lost her what future we are going to have.

I hate myself to let her go but she was suffering too much in my presence.
I'm the reason she cry herself to sleep I can't let her suffer more that this 
I hope she becomes a great surgeon.
She is sweetest person I have ever a crossed. But I'm the devil.

I went downwards there was no sounds of gunghrus no laughter, no good morning,
So I have to cook for my self. Let's make a omlet I have seen her making one.

Or you were seeing her while making it

It will be a good one I kept bread in toaster. And started making a omlet.
I feel like crying, onion are bad.
Okay its time for batter.
I put a oil in a pan. Put a batter.
Put some salt. It was Runny batter okay kets flip it.
Oh nooo I burned it. Shit
I ate it almost puking it. How she use to manage every thing
I called my last cook and told her to come from tomorrow.

After 1months.
This one month felt like a shit.
No have you eaten? Msgs are you coming home early msg? I'm tired of living.
After mom and dad she was the only one whom I called home.
She was the only person I used to feel need to come home nowadays
I eat only twice a meal.
Dinner don't feel like her cooking.
She was a amazing cook.
I feel like I'm lost without her.
Well I'm totally I'm.
That cook denied as she has many works to do.
I don't know who I'm managing myself to cook every day a burnt omlet and toast.

Lunch I'm skipping it almost for a month and dinner? I take take out
That same paneer sabji she use to love and i get it why she used to love it and order whenever she was Ill.
It was her go to food.
I learnt how to make a simple  khichadi. But it don't taste like her. She used to do magic when I needed one she just to cook khichadi just like my mom.

I miss them. I just can't live without her.
Whole house is build with her memories and I'm not able to get rid of it.
I don't want divorce.

You already signed the papers

I don't know how I'm going to manage my life without her.

My wardrobe is so disturbed everyone asks me nowadays
Did my stylist quit her job?

Do I look that bad without her?
Today I worked for 70hrs straight as she is going to meet me at a court.

Just her msg with 5 words.

Zoya:-meet me at a court.  9am

Aditya:-okay

I kinda miss her.
I hope she misses me too.
I don't want to loose her I feel like breaking my walls to let her in and see my all demons. But I have lost my time.