Devi Avantika

°°°Chapter 2 - Not Your Fault°°°

°°Authors POV °°

In the dark room filled with nothing but pain,
Loneliness and sorrow there 1s a beautiful girl
in her early twenties..who is sitting on her bed
while looking outside her window

Her long midnight black hair is reaching till
the back of her knees..its opened and decorated with some gold ornaments and flowers.. She is wearing a pink coloured saree that is draped like a lehenga.... Her whole body is covered with beautiful, luxurious gold,silver, ruby ornaments... Her feet is tinted with red alta

But when you look carefully you can see the
real her behind all this beautiful jewelry and
dress.... Beautiful rosy lips that have some
Fresh Bruise on the corner.... Deep Hazel eyes
that contains the beauty of the world but still
its nothing but a empty gaze...

In one word that beauty is nothing but a
broken doll, the girl who is known as Avantika

°°Avantika's pov °°

Sitting on the bed 1 cant help but look outside the window... The moon its soo beautiful...How much time has it been since I have last walked in the outside world... In the nature?

I don't remember... Sometime i don't even
remember how I've spent my whole day soo.....

Suddenly i heard some knocking on the door...Who can it be? If he is here then he wouldn'thave knocked.....then ??

"jiji.. Its Me, Suman.... Jiji I know you in
pain.. Your angry but please dont let out
your anger on food.. Eat your meal jiji.. You
haven't ate anything from last night" suman
said from behind the door...

Her voice sounds
sad..painful and tired God knows why this girl always finds her way to me.. How does she finds the strength to take care of others when she herself is going through hell..

"im not hungry suman.. Go back before
someone sees you here outside my room"
I said in a low voice but loud enough for
Suman to hear me..

"jiji.....ok.. I wont force you for anything but
please just know one thing all this things that
are happening to us.. Its not our fault jiji... Its
not your fault... Don't blame yourself please.."
Suman said.. Her voice cracked a few times as
she uttered those words..

As I heard Sumans words I heard the sound of her walking away.... That girl.... She's weird.. She really is... What did she ment by not my fault? She doesn't know anything... She's just a child...

°°°Time skip°°

I was brushing my hair as i heard the door
opening.. It was indeed him..as usual I didn't
mind his presence and continue to brush my
hair....

Soon he was just behind me as he get on his
knees and take a few strands of my hair in his
hands

"your everything just drives me crazy love.."
Narkasur said in a deep voice while sniffing my hair softly

"i heard you didn't ate your meal! Is that
true?" he said but this time it sounded a bit
dangerous... One wrong answer and.......

"y.. Yes.. I was not hungry"
I said.. My voice tumbled a little.. Why does
my voice had to tumble now! he understood
how scared I am from him....

"you should eat your meals after all you have
to be healthy to keep your swami happy and
satisfied"

As he uttered those words i felt like pukeing... I feel disgusted.. But decided to keep quiet

"my love you know right how much I love you? Your my favourite among everyone here... I would have made you my queen if your more obedient and less stubborn.... If only you haven't made those stupid suicide attempts and all.."
Narkasur sighed.. His gesture tells how annoyed he is..

"My love... Will you submit yourself to me by
yourself or would I have to make you again?"
As he finished talking I just looked at him with rage.... How dare he think that I will submit myself to him? I rather die then do that.. Oh wait... I forgot i dont even have that option..

He clenched his jaw in anger as he understood what my stare means, his soft touch on my hair turned into a harsh one as he grabbed my hair tightly and started to drag me to the bed...

And the only thing I'm capable of doing is
shouting..screaming and cursing

Ohh..narayan..have some mercy on me.. I have enough of this life.. Just end this cursed life of mine.. my lord... Just free me from this misery

Those are the only thoughts I had throughout
the night... A night that is again proving how
helpless and Weak I am....

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AUTHORS NOTE

I WILL TRY TO UPLOAD ALL THOSE 26 OR 27 CHAPTERS WITHIN THIS WEEK.. AND THE NEW CHAPTER WILL COME ON THE NEXT WEEK TOO..

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