I was his first love. Of course i was,
I'm always the first but never the greatest.
I hated that.
But I can't do anything to stop it, that's just how my life works.
I just have to keep it in a jar, till
I can't take it anymore.
I've seen them together for months, i should be happy for them. But,
why do i still feel my heart ache for him the most?
He's already someone else's. While,
I'm still no one's
What about me? I'm still stuck in the same position,
I don't know how to get out of this. No matter how many men
I've seen in my life.
No one felt like you. Why do you have to be so special?
Please just get away from me...
«in chat»
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Love
Jeongin: I'm sorry, Minho.
But i don't feel the same
Way like used to do.
I've found someone else, someone much better.
I hope you understand, Minho.
Take care.
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Oh.
And That's when it dropped. I felt many emotions inside me.
I have never experienced a heart break. Back then, I've always told myself
I would never cry over a
Break up. But,
I just realized how much it hurts.
It hurts so much.
That was my worst fear.
Losing someone i love,
who loves me back? Yeah i think he did,
well used to.
I guess
Why does it always have to be me? What was the problem? Was i, the problem?
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That day, i saw you two together. Your joyful laughs filled the place. So sweet, so peaceful. While I'm here burdened. But, oh well.
Who cares anyway?
The only thing i felt was anger and sadness. I just want to let go of my feelings for you. Jeongin. But it just keeps pulling me back to you. Is destiny playing with me?
I felt something running down my cheeks. Was i crying?
Your last "i love you." Was it ever filled with love?
«Flashback»
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Love
Minho: Jeongin, do you really love me?
Jeongin: i only love you,
And it will never change.
Remember that inside your head, Minho.
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That was the last night before, i was starting to realize you were being distant with me.
My head was full of curiosity and questions. Why were you acting like that? It's impossible for you to find someone else. I'm the one you only love.
Right?
Or i was just possibly overthinking. Haha,
Please don't tell me we'll get separated.
Days have passed. Why does it seem like your coldness and distance is getting worse?
You keep pushing me aside. You've always said you're busy, but with one click on the internet. I've seen you hanging out
with someone else. I've wasted my time,
hoping we'll
come back as we used to. But you never gave me hope, why jeongin?
I kept try to maintain our relationship.
But you don't seem to care
Anymore.
Jeongin, i just wish to know what's
On your mind.
It's confusing me.
«End of flashback»
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Why do you seem much happier with her? I just want to rewind the past. How we used to love.
And it's not even her fault for making
you fall for her.
But nonetheless I'm still your FIRST love not your greatest love.
I never want to love again.
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It's just love.
Why does it hurt so much?
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