Last night I dreamt of you.
Not the real you
The fictional,
Imaginary,
Completely unreal you.
The one that holds me tight,
In the middle of the night.
The one that whispers in my ear
That you love me, dear,
More than any before.
And when the pieces of my mind begin to falter,
When the chips and cracks grow and deepen,
So will your love.
Because eternity means forever,
And with the whispers you leave me at night
When dreams are woven
And the minds wander
The fictional you becomes my forever
That is all I have left.
The night you told me your love was eternal,
Was the night I let you go.
Because even though
The leaves fall
The birds chirp
The fish swim
I do not
Even though you said your love grows
At the sight of my hair getting caught in the wind,
By my thinking face,
And the way I talk when I'm excited.
none of it matters
because you're not real
my mind is playing tricks
Tricks
TrIckS
TRICKS
I hate tricks
You're not real
You're not real
You're not real
Because my mind is wandering
The cracks are widening
The chips are splintering
The edges burning
Until there is none left
My mind is no longer my own
Because eternity means forever
And the fictional you is my forever
That's all I have left
You haunt me now
Like none before.
You're here when I don't want you
And not here when I do
Your love may be 'love'
But it feels like obsession
You tell me I am your free little bird,
Fly, and show me your beauty,
Little dove.
How can I fly free, when I am always in your possession?
No one believes me,
When I say you won't leave
I tell them it hurts
When you hold me tight
In the middle of the night.
They will not listen
I hate you
Why won't you leave?
I hate HaTe HATE you
But,
I guess eternity can be Heaven
Or Hell
Eternity can be a curse
Because eternity means forever,
And the evil
Unsightly
Obsessive
Devilish
Completely real you is my forever
I have nothing left.
