I woke up showered, did my makeup and got dressed. Today I was going to the doctors, after my little outburst (thats what i'll call it) I expeirenced a new symptom, the muscles in my throat/mouth are starting to give out, just like my legs, if I dont take my medicine it can cause me not to being able to breathe. earlier when the doctor said it would spread I didnt think it would be like this.
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While my mom was driving too the clinic i got a message, its from Chris.
Chrizz:
Hey, how are you after the other day?
Me: Im doing alright, omw to the clinic
Chrizz: K, lmk how it goes.
*Message liked by Allie*
Once I got in the doctors office he asked me a whole bunch of questions, even stuff he already knew. He took some bloodwork WHICH HURT, and has left to complete some tests. I facetimed Nick and talked to him for a bit since my mom just dropped me off and I had to wait FOREVERR. Nick kept ranting to me about how much he hated one of his teachers, it kept me entertained though.
Finally after what had felt like years the doctor came back with the results of all the tests he ran, I saw his face, serious and unhappy. I already knew what the results were after that. "Allie, it seems that the MND (the disease) is spreading, for now this should keep control of it." He said handing you medicine. "But you NEED to take this everyday or else the muscles in your throat could stop working and you wont be able to breath. And you need to be back here in a week for me to look at it again." "okay, thanks." I quickly walked out of the clinic with my mind racing, what if i forget? will i die? AM I GOING TO DIE?? I quickly called Chris.
"Hey Allie how did it g-"
"Chris p-please come pick me up" you tried to get your words out normally after cutting him off.
"Allie are you okay? Im getting Matt right now to come get you, i'll go with him. we'll be there soon i promise."
"yeah, yeah i-im okay ill see you soon." you said taking deep breathes and hung up the phone.
