sorry in advance
Yes, yes, I know- I started Wattpad for fun
yes, yes, I know- I started YouTube for fun
but...
Even though I've made friends on both websites- for some reason it still hurts when my friends rocket into the thousands- or the hundreds. I keep telling myself to be happy for them- and I am! it's just-...
With some, it's like they just forgot about me. even tho we started around the same time- making somewhat the same style of content- they rocketed... and I didn't... maybe it's because they grind a little more than me. maybe it's because I took a break a few times.... or maybe
maybe it's just me.
maybe I'm the problem
maybe everyone just likes them better than me.
which is usually how it goes irl too.
maybe I'm not enough
now I really can't tell if I should just give up entirely and quit
or keep striving for the finish line that I dream about oh-so-dearly.
NO!
You know what I need to do!
I need to stop moping around- get my head out of my assh- work with what I have- and GET THERE!!
my goal on YouTube is to get to 1k subscribers
my goal on Wattpad is to get to 100 followers
I know they're kind of small, but I gotta start small to dream big!
.... I'm quoting that
"I gotta start small to dream big!"
-Nayna 2024
(that is my irl nickname btw)
get excited- 1k/100!! here I come!! I have no clue how I'm going to get to you- but I AM!
ohhhhhh I am...
And since she'll probably never see this...
a message for @Zstands ....
Ily /p... and it's 99.9% not your fault I feel this way... It's just... I feel like you've left me in the dust.... It's probably just me being the jealous type that I am... but sometimes it even feels like you forgot about me...
You have all the rights in the world to be you! To hang out with the people you want to...
And I have all the rights in the world to feel like an outsider...
Please don't be hurt by anything I said- I truly care about you. these are just my personal feelings that I just wanted to let out...
See you at the top! Love ya!
-Yoyr friend(?)Sketchy :3
for anyone confused, Sketchy is my YT user :3
YOU ARE READING
Okay, but can we just talk about...
AcakMy opinions of characters and other things :) You can ask me things... and If no one has any questions. I'll ask myself :') I mean it could LITERY be about anything (NO sm3xual stuff okay!)
