My therian journal!

June 2nd, 2022

Day 1, how I found out I was a Therianthrope

It was June 2nd, only fourteen days until my 13th birthday! I was as excited as I had ever been because being 13 meant I could go out by myself more! I was just sitting in my room listening to my music when all of a sudden I felt the urge to go play in the forest. Sadly, we didn't have any forests nearby so I had to go to the playground isntead which wasn't the same but still made me feel good. Thankfully, the park that was nearby had a lot of greenery and trees for me to climb and enjoy. Running into the lounge to tell my mum, I was overly excited for some reason. I zoomed out the door excited to play in the park. When I got to the park, I spotted something it was a cat! It looked a bit like a Norwegian forest cat, Slowly I approached it trying to get closer and closer with each step. But then... ZOOM the cat ran away and I started to get butterflies inside my stomach. As the cat ran away, I felt connected with it like it was something special. It wasn't just a feeling of love like it was my favourite animal it was a completely different connection! After a while, I decided to go home and try to keep my mind off of it. Running home, I started to feel all woozy inside. Slowly, I looked down expecting to obviously see hands and feet but instead i saw... PAWS! I stopped for a minute not being able to look up, I was in awe! I stood there trying to journey on before my mum got worried. After I stood there for a-few minutes, I kept on running and finally made it home. "Mom I just had the weirdest experience!" I said still shocked "really about what?" My mum said completely confused. "You know what nevermind" I said re-thinking my decision "ok then honey but you know you can tell me anything" "yeah I know mum". I walked away looking down to not see paws anymore "what?" I whispered under my breath. I went into my room opening my laptop to do some reasearch. Opening my laptop, I was nervous and excited. I opened google and tried to search what I was feeling, I even searched it up multiple ways but all that came up was the words "therianthrope" and "therian". After staying up all night reasearching, I finally went to sleep but I just couldn't stop thinking about it.

Love from
- Cosmoss 🍂🐾