Crush on my Valorant duo

WHERE IT ALL STARTED OMG.

(idk where and how to start and please ignore my shitty English)

I logged into my acc one afternoon of november'24. The map was lotus, that time I had no val duo as I unfriended all of them, they started getting weird. I used to solo queue and eventually started to get bored of this game. 

That game when I used my mic to give calls, a guy on the same team started asking me for my age, he thought I was a young boy. He asked multiple times and I ignored him each time until he asked if I was a girl. I was so annoyed by the time so I just answered him with a yes.

He didn't bother me any further but after the match he sent me a friend request. I had no one to play with also he didn't seem creepy to me so I just accepted it. And thank god I did. 

Lets call him Matt ig? I don't wanna go by the real name of everyone cause the last thing I want is someone to recognize me. I'll go by Aza.

So the next afternoon, when I logged into my acc. Matt sent me a party invite, I could see +2 under his username meaning he was in a party with 2 other. 

It had been long since I played in a party with unknowns. I was a bit hesitant tbh cause I had no idea how the other 2 guys played, they already know each other and what if they make fun of my gameplay and some shit also that I'm a girl. I wasn't good that time, I'd say I was decent.

I accepted the party invite anyways and upon joining, I saw him. Yes.

Matt was the party leader and the other two—one will go by Sim (sim as in sim card, don't ask me why) AND HIM. THE GUY ALL THIS YAP IS ABOUT will go by Ant.

Only  Matt used his mic. Sim never spoke, he always used to type, and ant did use his mic but rarely.

From then on, we four started playing almost everyday. Almost every afternoon, I used to play with Sim and Matt. Ant always used to get on at night. 

I started getting closer to all three.