Nightmares

Chapter 1: First Night Part One

I opened my eyes in desperation. I whimpered, the sounded bouncing off the grey walls.
A shiver ran down my spine as flashes from the dreadful dream filled my eyes, causing them to water. Silent tears started to fall gently down my naked face.
No, i wouldn't cry. Big brothers don't cry. Leaders don't cry....

I saw his crumbled crimson heap again.

I cracked.

Wrapping my arms around my body, i allowed a sob to escape my lips.
Minutes pasted, and at this point, i was a tear-soaked, shaking, mess. Pathetic.

My moans echoed throughout the room and into the halls. I cringe, i shouldn't be this weak after a nightmare. And this one was worse the the others. More realistic. Then again, they have been going on every night for weeks now...........
"Leo?"
That voice...Raph?!
"R-raph? W-what are you doing here?" I mumbled through tears, flinching at how i stuttered. I look up to see him scowling down at me. Down at me! "W-what?" My faced twisted in confusion. He growled. I...whimpered? Now it was Raph's turn to be confused. Well, more like confused rage. "What? Seriously?! Dude! Your bawling your eyes out in bed and you expect me not to hear you from next door?!" He barked.
He's right. Stupid, stupid, stupid.... My thoughts were interrupted by Raph sighing.
"Listen, i ain't up for the mushy crap so.... How about you tell 'bout it, ey?"
Now it was my turn to sigh. Rolling his eyes, Raph walked over and sat on my bed. "Umm..." i just didn't know what to say. "You can tell me, you know." He said, smiling slightly.
"You don't understand." I breathed out, shaking my head, and then letting it hang. "Im ok now, you can leave." This made him frown. "You're stupid." He chuckled. "You really think i couldn't hear you screaming from the next room?" I looked at him in the eye. "Raph... you really what to know what i saw?" "Yes."
I sighed, wiped my tears, and stared at him again. "I saw you, Donnie, and Mikey. Dead. By my own hand. Does that answer your question??"

A/n  heeeheheeehheheee... I need help XD
JK NO ONE CAN HELP ME I'M AWESOME
BAI
~ Angel_Kitten_13