FIX U;based on a true life Story(kaihope)ff

Hate that this is us now

"H....hobi?".Jongin was really scared right now,like who wouldn't.

"Jongin"the tone was harsh,it made the younger swallow this was the first time her boyfriend'could he still call him that?'was using such a tone at him."what is so wrong with me Kim?".Hoseoks voice just gets more harsher if that's even possible.

"I....."

"What are you hiding from me, Kim Jongin?". okay,that question scared the letter, there's no way in hell he was saying anything to the older.".....or did you really just play with my emotions all these years?".

If you asked Jongin why he was tearing up right now he couldn't tell you,he was exhausted,he was tried emotionally, mentally and physically,he couldn't fight anymore besides what was there to fight for when he was loosing everything including himself?

Life was......an experience, yeah an experience, that's how he wants to describe it,but if he going to lose his amazing lover than he might as well just give him something he has always denied him 'sex', that's right all these years and they had never done it, might as well now that he has made up his mind to end his suffering himself and nothing was going to change his mind....not even the love that he has for Jung Hoseok.

".....are you even listening to what am say..."."Take me home and make love to me hobi".he looked into the others eyes while he said it with no hesitation at all.

.......what?

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It was maybe around 2 in the morning when a continuous ringing of a phone woke the oldest among the two up,he looked around before his eyes first settled on his other half's naked back full with love bites and something else that the older was sure he didn't make....'are those...'

       Bringggg! bringggg!bringggg!

The annoying device made his heart nearly jump out of his chest, carefully not wanting to wake up the younger he slipped out from under the covers, arranging it to properly warm his lover while he finds the ringing device, just as he stands, cold air hits him and that's when he realized he was butt naked but then that annoying thing was still freaking ringing.

Sighing Hoseok starts hunting down the ringing device,not long though he finds it in the younger 's pockets,Hoseok was about to answer it seeing the name  'APPA' until the ringing started and a dang sound comes right after,the boy sits on a nearby sofa that was in his room before swiping on the screen.

"Seriously Ni?".the older shook his head as the thing opens with just a swipe,yeah whatever happened to protecting your device?well he doesn't know,the smile that adored the olders face washes away immediately he sees the contents of the Tex.... no texts on his lover's phone.

'where the hell are jongin'
'you better have a good reason as to why you're not picking my fucking calls sult '
'i just lost a damn good customer cause of you! where are you Kim Jongin don't make me Trace you!'
'for fuck sake come home now!or your so gonna get it when I see you '

Hoseok had a lot of questions because all of this texts came from the same ID 'is his dad abusive?'you see ,no body could actually blame him for not even knowing who the boys father was he tried,and every time Jongin would make some excuse,so the older stopped bring up the topic but as he stares down at  the younger phone,as he stares at all the texts most especially the very lost text that was sent not long ago he feels himself boiling with rage with one sentence running through his mind over and over 'murder this MF'.

"Why didn't you tell me,is this why you wanted to break up?".

          'am so going to fuck you to your fucking death when you get here!!'. Sent 2:12.

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Ahh I cried 🤧,had to put a hype song to cheer you all up,thank every one for reading Love you All!!

And to everyone following me and reading my stories sorry for disappearing.